my eyes are so puffy! i think im going to die!!!!

[nitram_arac]

so for the past 2 days my eyes have been all puffy and squinty and it makes me look tired. grrrr. yesterday was shitty. sort of. erin found out that hanna and her like the same person and that person...well. um. yeah. it sucked because all of us were over at jese's and i think they felt awkward. damn..even the pot didnt calm the drama. shiznit. erin was really upset and since lunch i felt like shit because i was feeling what she was feeling. it was fucked up. poor erin..poor hanna. god fucking drama is so shitty sometimes. ::gay voice:: thith ithnt theatre guyth. haha camille....woooo. so I HAVE A CONCERT TONIGHT!! 630? i dont even know what fucking time it is. maybe 7...bitches and hoes. my mom, like a douchebag, is driving 9 hours today because no one else will be at my concert. fuck. i dont wanna be lonely, i just wanna be alone... fun times. ok welllllllll its time for schule. Darf ich dein geschlecte haben? yes please.

She spreads herself wide open to let the insects in
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where shes been
she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
feeds from a thousand others drip down from within
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure
devil speak of the way in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
need to contaminate to alleviate this lonliness
i now know the depths i reach are limitless
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
i am so impure