Nov 27, 2007 22:38
So, as I sit here watching the snow fall (cringe) I am reminded that Christmas is quickly approaching and that this is the time of year that my money is so far gone out of my pocket I don't even get to touch it. Yeah, sucks balls. Any who, this is the time of year when creditors start asking for their gifts of my soul and I just think that is wrong. Yeah, wrong because Christmas (Yule for me) should be about family and friends and about watching my children's faces light up as they tear into their presents. Yeah, sometimes that is good, and sometimes it is bad. I dont have much for my children, and that I hate because I have to go to Toys for Tots when I shouldn't have to. I am really lacking in the money department.
Plus it also, if you read from my last posts, is a very lonely time of year for me. I guess that wont go away until I am happy with the other 300 some odd days.