So its been a while...
So much has changed.
I'm so torn about school right now. It didn't just come out of the blue, but I just didn't want to talk about it with very many people at all. In fact, Adam was pretty much the only person that I told about thinking that it's really not my time to leave. I'm going up to BSU anyways today. I think it's a last attempt for my parents to see if they can help me make a decision. There are so many things just standing in my way. Honestly though, what it comes down to is that I just don't feel like it is my time to be leaving Evansville.
I went to church camp. I was a counselor over some of the greatest kids that I have ever met. There is something absolutely amazing about that ground. The second you walk on it you are instantly changed. I really and truly needed that. I never lost my faith, but it just wasn't as present as I would have liked for it to be. I gave a testimony. Yes, ME, Maegan Wells, spoke my own words and feelings in front of people that I didn't even know. I'm so proud of myself. However, it wouldn't have been possible without Adam.
He is amazing. He's been there through everything with me. We go way back. He was MY counselor when I was a camper at Camp Santa Claus. I like to tease him that I was only 13 when I met him, but it's all in good fun. I honestly feel like I would be 20x's more lost if he wasn't helping me through all of this. Adam is amazing. I think that's all that I can say about him. I'm lucky to have him in my life. :)
Well yea, packing it prolly a good thing. Wish me luck.
I'm so torn about school right now. It didn't just come out of the blue, but I just didn't want to talk about it with very many people at all. In fact, Adam was pretty much the only person that I told about thinking that it's really not my time to leave. I'm going up to BSU anyways today. I think it's a last attempt for my parents to see if they can help me make a decision. There are so many things just standing in my way. Honestly though, what it comes down to is that I just don't feel like it is my time to be leaving Evansville.
I went to church camp. I was a counselor over some of the greatest kids that I have ever met. There is something absolutely amazing about that ground. The second you walk on it you are instantly changed. I really and truly needed that. I never lost my faith, but it just wasn't as present as I would have liked for it to be. I gave a testimony. Yes, ME, Maegan Wells, spoke my own words and feelings in front of people that I didn't even know. I'm so proud of myself. However, it wouldn't have been possible without Adam.
He is amazing. He's been there through everything with me. We go way back. He was MY counselor when I was a camper at Camp Santa Claus. I like to tease him that I was only 13 when I met him, but it's all in good fun. I honestly feel like I would be 20x's more lost if he wasn't helping me through all of this. Adam is amazing. I think that's all that I can say about him. I'm lucky to have him in my life. :)
Well yea, packing it prolly a good thing. Wish me luck.