Jun 20, 2005 09:53
So much has happened in the last week and it has just left me reeling. I feel even more confused about everything in my life now. I also realized that I've come to depend on someone more than I thought that I did. The recent year has kind of taught me NOT to depend on anyone very much at all, but there I was...a mess...and I called him. I don't know why...it just happened.
I wish life could just be simple again. Why can't I just go back to the days where my biggest worry was simply getting up for practices, the pool being too cold, not being about to ride my bike to a friends house because it was to far away, or just being oblivious to everything else around me? Things would be so much simpler. There would be a lot less hurt, a lot less heartache, and a hell of a lot less confusion. I guess I can only imagine.