Been a while

[niteflyer21]

Wow, it has been so long since i was last on here. My life has changed in so many ways. I seem to be hurting everyone i once knew, and if you read this and you are one of them, i apoligize. I don't mean to ignore, but my life is very confusing to me right now. And no, it isn't a sexual confusion for those who thought that was so. I meant someone

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[rialc]

Here are my thoughts on you. I love you Craig! You were always a little busy and we never really did get to do much, but I do know that you are a great guy. I'm sorry about what happened last spring, I know that's prolly why we never started much of a friendship. I was stupid, and I am sorry. From what I can tell, you are a pretty awsome guy. Kinda like Nathan, but with personality! ;) Don't beat yourself up too much though. Stuff happens, we move on, and become a better person because of it.

As far as school, I would suggest taking the time off if you really don't think you want an education. I did, and it really did wonders for me. Unfortunately, I wound up figuring out I was an idiot and now I'm 4 years behind all my peers. Like I said, stuff happens. Just take the time to pray about it, and follow your heart. Another option would be moving away by going to school. Living in the dorms would be a nice transition. Otherwise, the best advice I ever got about moving out was to make sure I had enough money to cover my expenses for 3 months after I paid deposit and first months rent. You have no idea how much stuff you have to buy that you never thought about. Stuff you take for granted like laundry detergent, kechup, and salt and pepper. Yeah, its all pretty cheap, but it adds up. Anyhow, I will be praying for you. Ultimately, search for God's will in it all. Don't mess up your life like I did before you turn to Him. That way you won't end up in Montana like me! I love you Craig, and I mean that. I miss you too! *rubs Craig's belly* ;)