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i wish i could stay up longer but i have to get up early. i wish i could cry in front of someone to let out what i feel but i cant. I have to hold up my mask so that no one worries about me. Its how we were raised. The man takes the abuse or as much of the abuse from the world and his wife needs to be happy and worry free. ill just go to sleep now. at least there ill wont know what is going on or i wont have this pain. ill be happy in a dream.