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I know what love is. I think of it as a spark that drives someone. It makes them push through a hard day at work, increases patience, in a happier mood all day despite hardships. I don't feel it. I feel nothing. I want to feel it again. It will give me purpose in this life. It will make me happier. I can do what I want without fear of falling into a depression. I want to be happy but at the rate im looking at im looking at years or not even being fully happy. Ill be happy on the outside but in the inside ill be crying