Bitter wind
Not that I'm unsatisified by the work I have now, but there are times when I find myself getting frustrated by the current situations.
People around me speak of their hobbies but rarely talk about their dreams or goals. They speak of how harsh the reality is.
Though still naive, I know that too(now), but somehow
this kind of atmosphere gets tiring.
And this is when I painfully become aware of the huge gap between the 'real world' and the 'school life'. I don't want to repeat school , but i find myself longing to breath that kind of air once again. I want to be surrounded by the group of people who i could truly know were breathing the same air, as we walked together, stumbled together, laughed together, and cried together.
At the same time, more 'adult' part of me is scolding, stop looking back and whine about it. I realize it's time to move on, embrace the new chapter.... And that other part of me also gets frustrated when I'm unable to do so.
Frustration just never seems to end sometimes.
I've been lazily keeping my hair long(er).
Maybe if I get it cut, will I see the world in a whole new light?
-A naive thought, maybe, but i do hope.
AHHH I HATE TO FEEL CRAPPY LIKE THIS!!!
IT'S THE WEATHER! IT'S BECAUSE OF THIS FREAKIN WEATHER!!!
People around me speak of their hobbies but rarely talk about their dreams or goals. They speak of how harsh the reality is.
Though still naive, I know that too(now), but somehow
this kind of atmosphere gets tiring.
And this is when I painfully become aware of the huge gap between the 'real world' and the 'school life'. I don't want to repeat school , but i find myself longing to breath that kind of air once again. I want to be surrounded by the group of people who i could truly know were breathing the same air, as we walked together, stumbled together, laughed together, and cried together.
At the same time, more 'adult' part of me is scolding, stop looking back and whine about it. I realize it's time to move on, embrace the new chapter.... And that other part of me also gets frustrated when I'm unable to do so.
Frustration just never seems to end sometimes.
I've been lazily keeping my hair long(er).
Maybe if I get it cut, will I see the world in a whole new light?
-A naive thought, maybe, but i do hope.
AHHH I HATE TO FEEL CRAPPY LIKE THIS!!!
IT'S THE WEATHER! IT'S BECAUSE OF THIS FREAKIN WEATHER!!!