yeah!
aw man i totally forgot about LJ again.
BUT SO apparently my OTP is filikili, and this was discovered by me talking in my drunken passed out state last night, when i would only respond to things related to that. OK but I wish i could remember this, but i pretty much blacked out after the second time i laid down on the bed. man.
OK i think the one thing i cannot stand in people is low openness to experience. Which is kinda weird I think most people don't particularly care about this trait but really, even any behaviour that would fall under low openness (closedness???) to experience really irritates me. Why? I don't really know. or maybe it's just related to my considering caring about reality to be of moral importance. But no, that can't be it, because even people saying stuff like they hate art irritates me, and there shouldn't be reason for that, because people can have whatever likes and dislikes they have. though i realize more and more how easy it is to change those. Maybe it's just the correlation of one with the other. HMMMMM no it's the irrationality of those statements that i find irresponsible, because you shouldn't have such strongly negative feelings about something unless it poses some danger, it causes really irritatingly irrational decisions that also affect other people including me to be made. that isn't cool.
but really, my family is extremely high on openness and i score higher than 99% of the population. and it is this trait where I really relate to the rest of them but it is also here that i feel far from them because i'm even more open than any of them! i'd say it's nicer to be open because random unharmful things bother you less, and isn't it nice to not be bothered by things. but maybe the annoyance i feel for closed behaviors makes up for it so we're even. bah.
BUT SO apparently my OTP is filikili, and this was discovered by me talking in my drunken passed out state last night, when i would only respond to things related to that. OK but I wish i could remember this, but i pretty much blacked out after the second time i laid down on the bed. man.
OK i think the one thing i cannot stand in people is low openness to experience. Which is kinda weird I think most people don't particularly care about this trait but really, even any behaviour that would fall under low openness (closedness???) to experience really irritates me. Why? I don't really know. or maybe it's just related to my considering caring about reality to be of moral importance. But no, that can't be it, because even people saying stuff like they hate art irritates me, and there shouldn't be reason for that, because people can have whatever likes and dislikes they have. though i realize more and more how easy it is to change those. Maybe it's just the correlation of one with the other. HMMMMM no it's the irrationality of those statements that i find irresponsible, because you shouldn't have such strongly negative feelings about something unless it poses some danger, it causes really irritatingly irrational decisions that also affect other people including me to be made. that isn't cool.
but really, my family is extremely high on openness and i score higher than 99% of the population. and it is this trait where I really relate to the rest of them but it is also here that i feel far from them because i'm even more open than any of them! i'd say it's nicer to be open because random unharmful things bother you less, and isn't it nice to not be bothered by things. but maybe the annoyance i feel for closed behaviors makes up for it so we're even. bah.