15y.o. ilan
KEE wants me to post like my 15-year old self, aka, every day about pointless things. Heh, well i should. Actually today i was already going to post. here goes
woke up at 9 by alarm, WHUT THE FUU- angrily turned it off, also I was having some weird dream about hosting a party with rando people from high school, like Pt??!?! wtf. and mchll was there going to sleep over but i wanted to kick everyone else out because really, why were they even there? Lx also had a buch of her friends there from german club or something.
So anyways then i actually woke up for real at 3 and went to therapy where my therapist was like "surprise! lets do some exposures right now!" and I was like "WHHAAA" but ok, she made me call chinese restaurants to order pizza, and it was actually way not as terrible as I thought it would be, and people were mostly confused or like "wrong number", though one guy did flip out like "PIZZZZAAA?!?!?!" but that was even not as bad as I imagined, pretty hilarious actually. I did it like 10x and even with an added "but why don't you have pizza?" to one of them and no avoidance. I was so happy when I left.
AND now I've been procrastinating on my homework for several hours, i read like 2 pages of an article and scrolled at the file for my paper. uh, what are you even doing. spent the rest of the time eating lunch, tumblring, and coloring a pic of me and kee dressed as dwarves of course. I'm so unproductive, last night i was supposed to do work and i spent the whole time reading fanfic and talking to kee. i did find a really good fic thou
also i'm taking care of the ferrets - rory has now TWICE managed to escape into the hallway, how, I have no idea, somehow she gets into the radiator and through the wall and I couldn't find any holes in the hallway, so I think she goes through the apt next door somehow w/o anyone noticing, and under their door. but then at least she always comes scratching at my door.
fandom update: as you can tell by my tumblr, now obsessed with aidan turner's beautiful face, like how is someone even that pretty, he looks even better whilst crying, wtf. but kind of also obsessed with thorin aka richard armitage, prob. because i had a dream i was married to him with 5 dwarf children, and also he's like super cute and that fic from last night and THAT OTHER fic from last night >.> uhhh yeah obv. my new otp is fili/kili, but also bilbo/thorin, it's also my headcanon that like half of the dwarves are secretly female, also you can't separate fili&kili, if they're paired with someone else they go together
well this was supposed to be only a paragraph oh well
woke up at 9 by alarm, WHUT THE FUU- angrily turned it off, also I was having some weird dream about hosting a party with rando people from high school, like Pt??!?! wtf. and mchll was there going to sleep over but i wanted to kick everyone else out because really, why were they even there? Lx also had a buch of her friends there from german club or something.
So anyways then i actually woke up for real at 3 and went to therapy where my therapist was like "surprise! lets do some exposures right now!" and I was like "WHHAAA" but ok, she made me call chinese restaurants to order pizza, and it was actually way not as terrible as I thought it would be, and people were mostly confused or like "wrong number", though one guy did flip out like "PIZZZZAAA?!?!?!" but that was even not as bad as I imagined, pretty hilarious actually. I did it like 10x and even with an added "but why don't you have pizza?" to one of them and no avoidance. I was so happy when I left.
AND now I've been procrastinating on my homework for several hours, i read like 2 pages of an article and scrolled at the file for my paper. uh, what are you even doing. spent the rest of the time eating lunch, tumblring, and coloring a pic of me and kee dressed as dwarves of course. I'm so unproductive, last night i was supposed to do work and i spent the whole time reading fanfic and talking to kee. i did find a really good fic thou
also i'm taking care of the ferrets - rory has now TWICE managed to escape into the hallway, how, I have no idea, somehow she gets into the radiator and through the wall and I couldn't find any holes in the hallway, so I think she goes through the apt next door somehow w/o anyone noticing, and under their door. but then at least she always comes scratching at my door.
fandom update: as you can tell by my tumblr, now obsessed with aidan turner's beautiful face, like how is someone even that pretty, he looks even better whilst crying, wtf. but kind of also obsessed with thorin aka richard armitage, prob. because i had a dream i was married to him with 5 dwarf children, and also he's like super cute and that fic from last night and THAT OTHER fic from last night >.> uhhh yeah obv. my new otp is fili/kili, but also bilbo/thorin, it's also my headcanon that like half of the dwarves are secretly female, also you can't separate fili&kili, if they're paired with someone else they go together
well this was supposed to be only a paragraph oh well