old post super long
Well I'll just not read it again. Must ... resist ...
oh but i need to tag >.<
So my mom just watched sherlock for real (ie, not falling asleep halfway through,) and this is what she says: "I know why you like this show. That's you!"
Besides that, my and Russian's assignments:
Sherlock: Ilan
Watson: Orca
Moriarty: Russian
Mycroft: Lex
Lestrade: Balto
Mrs Hudson: Mimichan
Anderson: Bellatrix
Iron Man: Orca
Bruce Banner: Ilan
The Hulk: Mimichan
Loki: Russian
Black Widow: Bellatrix
Captain America: Balto
Thor: Starmie
Hawkeye: Zarja
I think that's right ...
Oh yeah we saw the avengers again at the drive-in, me, russian, and balto. It was unfortunately coupled with Battleship. ughhhhhh that was possibly the worst movie i've ever seen, but I love the drive-in, first, it reminds me of being in cape cod as a kid, second, drive-in!, third, delicious diner. then we almost died on the way back since we kept going the wrong way, and the car wouldn't set off the traffic lights. AH Loki is so loki, dog loki, and hiddles makes the best facial expressions. I love it.
Of russian's birthday, we went to sushi, i couldn't order drinks! not fair, usa. but then people went on a mission to get stuff while russian was puking up cake from the three cakes earlier, but somehow they managed to get all this cough-syrup, sugar, colorful crap. So we sent them out again to get some plain alcohol for russian and me. Then we played the quarter game and had some hilarious conversations that I don't remember but I think it was all fandom nonsense because that's all that russian and I seem to be able to talk about this summer, well this IS the summer of fandom, #2. If they keep at this i think our brains will be fried by next summer, but hey, it will happen, because isn't that when the next sherlock comes out, finally? Well yes, then we took some documentaries, in mine I interviewed bellatrix about hawkeye's ass, and reina about wincest. Russian fed me an ice cream totally randomly, it came out of nowhere. There were carrots at some point, baby carrots, and all I remember is that they reminded me of cocklettes. We actually went to sleep at midnight which is really early for me now, russian was cuddling me like ultimate fanfic-level bromance, before that we had a bathroom party as usual, as usual russian invites everyone to the bathroom, as usual I was laying on the floor. and we woke up at 6am and went to the beach in maine.
Sunday was the AIDS walk, oh Saturday was Raichu's grad party, which was really awesome. There was the genderswapped analogue group to ours present, aka, fanboys, fanboying all over the party, russian and I watched their conversations in amazement. Yes, Todd was there, so was Edmund, I wish we were still friends with Todd because he is really awesome and could totally hang out with us and know what we're talking about. Plus that kid who's account we hacked was there, russian and I flipped out and considered asking him if he liked cake. We acted snooty with lots of wine at the Nobles'. We talked to Mimichan's aunt's girlfriend who is hilarious, also, delicious food!!! Clearly one of the best grad parties. Starmie was at the AIDS walk, got lots of free things, my mom's company was one of the top donators so we got gold crowns. Then there were awesome hip hop breakdancers and MEDIEVAL DRAG QUEENS! super awesome, plus they had a dog and we got our picture with them. Then the jesus guys showed up and tried to give everyone quarters. Very suspicious, my suspicion is that they were like those fake dollars they use to skimp out on paying tips, only less pretending to be nice, and probably said "you're going to hell" or something =_=. man I hate the jesus guy. He now has an accomplice because there were two of them. at least the bible family was not there. They're super creepy, and probably would have attempted theft of the donations. Last time they tried to steal my flag.
Oh yeah it seems everyone on tumblr rewatched game of shadows at the same time as me and russian, influx of posts about it right after. wtf, are we in sync with the fandom now??
Firstsuperwhovengelock! ehehehehehe
Besides my mom watching sherlock, is fandom so good now that even my family is interested? They heard about the avengers, or that Loki is like Loki the dog, (incedentally, they were talking about this one morning, and I actually woke up, I can never wake up fully before 12, but I woke up, because I heard, "Loki" and "the Avengers" in close proximity to each other. Pathetic!) well now they've seen the Loki'd video, and they love it, and want a licence plate that says "Loki'd" on it. That would be top-level fan geekiness.
right i meant to explain the asexual thing at my next post but now i'm tired =_= basically, I sometimes enjoy sex once i'm already having sex, I would never seek it out unless i had some ulterior reason, like novelty or curiosity, (but that's usually not a strong enough reason anyways, but it's enough that I consent,) basically, I don't want it, it's unnecessary, I would rather be doing something else, I would be totally fine if I never had it. I also find it mildly disgusting if I start to think about what I am actually doing, possibly due to the consistency of mucus. I do masturbate sometimes, usually to fall asleep though since it makes me tired, often I fall asleep before I finish anyways. It's true that I have had social anxiety disorder my entire life, and have no idea what it would be like without that influence (also, the trans issue), but I have the feeling that it wouldn't matter that much. It actually would probably have let me explore more non-sex things. actually it would probably make novelty a strong enough reason in some cases, but that can only last so long. I am not aromantic, however, in fact, I love romantic relationships, maybe this is why I always got bored of people. I don't think I experience sexual attraction but it's hard to tell because I can't know what other people feel. But I don't think it counts as sexual attraction if you don't have a desire for sex, just by definition. I experience attraction, but it might be more like aesthetic attraction and/or romantic attraction. Also I can be sexually aroused, it just doesn't make me want to have sex with anyone. I can understand someone who is sexual though, I imagine it would be like my relationship with music, where it is pretty much the best thing in the world, I want it all the time, but don't because it is too good, or I don't want to diminish it's impact (not sure if that one applies though.)
As my last thing, apparently I love the clock noise (you know, e-g-f#-b.) i did not realize the sherlock theme song WAS the clock noise (in minor, and slightly altered, which obviously makes it 5x more awesome) until i heard vaughan williams's london symphony at the osm. I was like, "hey, why is this the sherlock theme song," when I realized … big ben, clock noise, london, sherlock in london, AHA! why do I like the clock noise? familiarity! most likely. Hey my grandfather collected clocks, they are all over the house, and a lot more of them (OK, maybe like 2 of them,) worked and made the clock noise when I was younger.
And then, when it is really going bad on sherlock (aka, he jumps …) it is diminished! if I'm remembering correctly ... oh excitement!
and of course, my internet is dead -_- damn. late post, now i prob won't post it because i'll get embarrassed.
minor edits >.> <.
oh but i need to tag >.<
So my mom just watched sherlock for real (ie, not falling asleep halfway through,) and this is what she says: "I know why you like this show. That's you!"
Besides that, my and Russian's assignments:
Sherlock: Ilan
Watson: Orca
Moriarty: Russian
Mycroft: Lex
Lestrade: Balto
Mrs Hudson: Mimichan
Anderson: Bellatrix
Iron Man: Orca
Bruce Banner: Ilan
The Hulk: Mimichan
Loki: Russian
Black Widow: Bellatrix
Captain America: Balto
Thor: Starmie
Hawkeye: Zarja
I think that's right ...
Oh yeah we saw the avengers again at the drive-in, me, russian, and balto. It was unfortunately coupled with Battleship. ughhhhhh that was possibly the worst movie i've ever seen, but I love the drive-in, first, it reminds me of being in cape cod as a kid, second, drive-in!, third, delicious diner. then we almost died on the way back since we kept going the wrong way, and the car wouldn't set off the traffic lights. AH Loki is so loki, dog loki, and hiddles makes the best facial expressions. I love it.
Of russian's birthday, we went to sushi, i couldn't order drinks! not fair, usa. but then people went on a mission to get stuff while russian was puking up cake from the three cakes earlier, but somehow they managed to get all this cough-syrup, sugar, colorful crap. So we sent them out again to get some plain alcohol for russian and me. Then we played the quarter game and had some hilarious conversations that I don't remember but I think it was all fandom nonsense because that's all that russian and I seem to be able to talk about this summer, well this IS the summer of fandom, #2. If they keep at this i think our brains will be fried by next summer, but hey, it will happen, because isn't that when the next sherlock comes out, finally? Well yes, then we took some documentaries, in mine I interviewed bellatrix about hawkeye's ass, and reina about wincest. Russian fed me an ice cream totally randomly, it came out of nowhere. There were carrots at some point, baby carrots, and all I remember is that they reminded me of cocklettes. We actually went to sleep at midnight which is really early for me now, russian was cuddling me like ultimate fanfic-level bromance, before that we had a bathroom party as usual, as usual russian invites everyone to the bathroom, as usual I was laying on the floor. and we woke up at 6am and went to the beach in maine.
Sunday was the AIDS walk, oh Saturday was Raichu's grad party, which was really awesome. There was the genderswapped analogue group to ours present, aka, fanboys, fanboying all over the party, russian and I watched their conversations in amazement. Yes, Todd was there, so was Edmund, I wish we were still friends with Todd because he is really awesome and could totally hang out with us and know what we're talking about. Plus that kid who's account we hacked was there, russian and I flipped out and considered asking him if he liked cake. We acted snooty with lots of wine at the Nobles'. We talked to Mimichan's aunt's girlfriend who is hilarious, also, delicious food!!! Clearly one of the best grad parties. Starmie was at the AIDS walk, got lots of free things, my mom's company was one of the top donators so we got gold crowns. Then there were awesome hip hop breakdancers and MEDIEVAL DRAG QUEENS! super awesome, plus they had a dog and we got our picture with them. Then the jesus guys showed up and tried to give everyone quarters. Very suspicious, my suspicion is that they were like those fake dollars they use to skimp out on paying tips, only less pretending to be nice, and probably said "you're going to hell" or something =_=. man I hate the jesus guy. He now has an accomplice because there were two of them. at least the bible family was not there. They're super creepy, and probably would have attempted theft of the donations. Last time they tried to steal my flag.
Oh yeah it seems everyone on tumblr rewatched game of shadows at the same time as me and russian, influx of posts about it right after. wtf, are we in sync with the fandom now??
Firstsuperwhovengelock! ehehehehehe
Besides my mom watching sherlock, is fandom so good now that even my family is interested? They heard about the avengers, or that Loki is like Loki the dog, (incedentally, they were talking about this one morning, and I actually woke up, I can never wake up fully before 12, but I woke up, because I heard, "Loki" and "the Avengers" in close proximity to each other. Pathetic!) well now they've seen the Loki'd video, and they love it, and want a licence plate that says "Loki'd" on it. That would be top-level fan geekiness.
right i meant to explain the asexual thing at my next post but now i'm tired =_= basically, I sometimes enjoy sex once i'm already having sex, I would never seek it out unless i had some ulterior reason, like novelty or curiosity, (but that's usually not a strong enough reason anyways, but it's enough that I consent,) basically, I don't want it, it's unnecessary, I would rather be doing something else, I would be totally fine if I never had it. I also find it mildly disgusting if I start to think about what I am actually doing, possibly due to the consistency of mucus. I do masturbate sometimes, usually to fall asleep though since it makes me tired, often I fall asleep before I finish anyways. It's true that I have had social anxiety disorder my entire life, and have no idea what it would be like without that influence (also, the trans issue), but I have the feeling that it wouldn't matter that much. It actually would probably have let me explore more non-sex things. actually it would probably make novelty a strong enough reason in some cases, but that can only last so long. I am not aromantic, however, in fact, I love romantic relationships, maybe this is why I always got bored of people. I don't think I experience sexual attraction but it's hard to tell because I can't know what other people feel. But I don't think it counts as sexual attraction if you don't have a desire for sex, just by definition. I experience attraction, but it might be more like aesthetic attraction and/or romantic attraction. Also I can be sexually aroused, it just doesn't make me want to have sex with anyone. I can understand someone who is sexual though, I imagine it would be like my relationship with music, where it is pretty much the best thing in the world, I want it all the time, but don't because it is too good, or I don't want to diminish it's impact (not sure if that one applies though.)
As my last thing, apparently I love the clock noise (you know, e-g-f#-b.) i did not realize the sherlock theme song WAS the clock noise (in minor, and slightly altered, which obviously makes it 5x more awesome) until i heard vaughan williams's london symphony at the osm. I was like, "hey, why is this the sherlock theme song," when I realized … big ben, clock noise, london, sherlock in london, AHA! why do I like the clock noise? familiarity! most likely. Hey my grandfather collected clocks, they are all over the house, and a lot more of them (OK, maybe like 2 of them,) worked and made the clock noise when I was younger.
And then, when it is really going bad on sherlock (aka, he jumps …) it is diminished! if I'm remembering correctly ... oh excitement!
and of course, my internet is dead -_- damn. late post, now i prob won't post it because i'll get embarrassed.
minor edits >.> <.