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LAST NIGHT I had crazy dreams of which I only remember a few bits. First I was in the hunger games or something like that, then my cognitive science teacher was a serial killer (I forget how he killed people but it was something weird and involved space?) This is not a good omen for my final exam in that class ...
I seem to have developed this disturbing compulsion to pick at the skin on my fingertips until it comes up and then bite it off. Well, except on one finger I progressed to the knuckle which now has a hole in it, also the back of my hand. And I do this until it's bleeding. I know before I would bite off my hangnails but now I peel off skin that hasn't come up yet. I do this automatically when I'm bored or something, but I really do it maniacally in my seminar class. As in, I do it with some purpose (of what, I don't know, but that's what it feels like.) Then I leave class with torn up fingers. Well my advisor also noticed me doing this when I went to see her, since she told me to stop. I hadn't even noticed it. It's most definitely related to anxiety since when I was writing my paper the other day and nearing the deadline, and going past the deadline, I was uncontrollable and finished with my hands all cut up. Definitely going insane.
1 exam done, 2 more on monday. Psychopathology, I wrote it with the OSD and I'm not sure if it did anything. I was a lot less prepared for this one than the midterm but I did really well on the midterm. OK my teacher from this class looks exactly like Moriarty on BBC Sherlock, only girl version. I should have got a picture of her before the class ended.
I seem to have developed this disturbing compulsion to pick at the skin on my fingertips until it comes up and then bite it off. Well, except on one finger I progressed to the knuckle which now has a hole in it, also the back of my hand. And I do this until it's bleeding. I know before I would bite off my hangnails but now I peel off skin that hasn't come up yet. I do this automatically when I'm bored or something, but I really do it maniacally in my seminar class. As in, I do it with some purpose (of what, I don't know, but that's what it feels like.) Then I leave class with torn up fingers. Well my advisor also noticed me doing this when I went to see her, since she told me to stop. I hadn't even noticed it. It's most definitely related to anxiety since when I was writing my paper the other day and nearing the deadline, and going past the deadline, I was uncontrollable and finished with my hands all cut up. Definitely going insane.
1 exam done, 2 more on monday. Psychopathology, I wrote it with the OSD and I'm not sure if it did anything. I was a lot less prepared for this one than the midterm but I did really well on the midterm. OK my teacher from this class looks exactly like Moriarty on BBC Sherlock, only girl version. I should have got a picture of her before the class ended.