Another night of waiting and hoping...
Hello...and good evening. Alright, before we start I have to warn you that I'm depressed as all hell. So don't bitch at me for it. Now where was I? Hmm, how was my day? Well first I got up this morning feeling like crap. I had to go to school...feeling like crap. Well it was a long ride to Weisport to go to school. When we got to school we did the usual. It was boring and long. Then the whole class, well they are a bunch of immature animals. Well anyway, they wouldn't stop talking, acting stupid, and making noises all damn day. So now that's over. It's Thursday and we have Friday and Monday off. Now I am at home, lonely and dissapointed. I've waited for two weeks to see if Kody would im me or email me ...but alas that didn't happen. I miss him so much. I wish there was a way I could get in touch with him. I can't sleep at night...I just stay up and wonder what ever happened to Kody. So for two weeks straight I was depressed and didn't sleep. But some how I keep going.So if you don'tlike what Im saying then get the hell out of my journal...and don't complain to me about how I feel, or how I should feel. My heart is now cold...no spark of life to put it back on fire.Well I can go on with complaints, and my feelings, but that would annoy everyone. So with saying that, I am getting off. If you want to talk to me you know my SN for AIM.