Valintine's day sucks!

[nirvananerd4594]

Hey there, I haven't written in here for a while. There's nothing really to talk about. Allthough, it is valintine's day... I'm not in such a good mood. Well it's another year of loneliness.It wasn't all that bad I have to admit.Cuz my valintine(Gena) spent v-day togeahther...and thank you, you have made my day somewhat better. Kody hasn't been on in like a week. If you read this Kody, I just want you to know I love you and I hope you still love me too...I miss you babe. I hope you are alright where ever you are. I haven't been able to sleep for the past week...I'm so worried about us. Just let me know what's goin on.
yeah so happy v-day...yeah.

I can not leave here
I can not stay
Forever haunted
more than afraid
I'm drawn to a blackened sky
As I turn blue
There are no flowers
No not this time
There'll be no angels gracing the lines
Just these stark words I find
I'd show a smile
But I'm too weak
I'd share with you
Could I only speak
Just how this hurts me
I can not stay here
I can not leave
Just like all I loved
I'm make believe
Imagine heart
I dissapear
Seems...
No one will appear and make me real...