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[nirvanachick666]

why is this so important to me? i am weird. why am i like this? why do i close my eyes every morning in the shower and imagine that the water beating down on me is blood? my blood. why do i look at the heart on my arm and desperately want to make the scar fresher, deeper, bigger? why do i go in the bathroom and imagine all the ways i could hurt

Comments

[copywrightjack]

well, it looks like you have two choices

[anonymous]

people probably just want you to stop because it hurts you, not because it isnt "socially acceptable". they're worried

[nirvanachick666]

i know. and i hate worrying people. i guess it just bugs me that people worry so much about this. i dunno...