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[niroc]

Alrightie then, internet for a limited amount of time. Mum's being really difficult about obtaining it, so I'm stuck at the library typing all my stuff.

I applied for three jobs at Maersk on Friday, they promised to get back to me 'at the beginning of next week' aka anywhere before today. I'm feeling slightly disappointed. Again. Yes I have the job

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[industrellect]

I'm dabbling into sixth sense stuff as well, I'll elaborate one day or the next. I don't think that it's very wise to start making decisions or living on a prediction or a past-life reading or anything else.
Future is fluid, but the more you organize your life about (avoiding) something or suffering your fate, the more that fate is going to happen. If you believe something real hard, you'll unconsciously let yourself be taken there. Like, this thing about starting a kid with someone who would love kids? Just to avoid a prediction being made true. Isn't that a bit throwing your life around for something that might not even happen? Having a kid now? with a guy you are going to purposely fall in love with? I call that manipulative and that's not good karma. Heck, for all you know, doing this might make him leave you at 30-35 with your little baby girl.
Just live like you think is right, not constantly trying to move around and avoid things you fear. Fear only makes bad things appear worse.

Besides, you're all tied up in your head, you might need to unwind. And though I respect your mom, if she has sixth sense or any sense at all, she'd know that calling you anything that starts with "fat" is bound to get problematic. If she doesn't stop that, give me her number and i'll talk to her.

[niroc]

*sigh* I know. I'm just so damn scared of being a single mum. I mean, I'm barely starting to accept the fact that I'll have kids in the first place. What am I supposed to do with THREE kids?

I'm just lonely and hooking up with this guy would hit two flies with one stone, 's all. I'll get over it.

[industrellect]

Doing things based on negative emotions never turns out well.

And nothing tells you you need to have three kids. If you don't want to, don't force yourself to believe in something that someone told you based on a sixth sense. For all you know, you could die in a car crash in two months or so. I know it's tempting to go with sixth senses because "fate" takes responsibility away from yourself. If it makes you unhappy, shove it.
Plus, you can hook up with the guy without having kids. :p

Besides, those "angels" around you could just as much be remnants from a previous life that haunt you or beings trying to get a message to you. That person who made the prediction could be wrong about what exactly it is.

[niroc]

Yup yup, I know. And hooking up with the guy will take awhile, since he's busy and I'm still in limbo in what I want from him exactly (we talked about him briefly last time, remember?)

And "angels" is a term he only uses for kids, so he can't be mistaken on that. But he also insists the future is fluid, so we'll see where all this goes.