Hey world? Stop turning for a few hours, so I can get some more sleep.
From Metaquotes (by way of misscam and tryell:
"Al Qaeda says: 'Britain is now burning with fear, terror and panic in its northern, southern, eastern, and western quarters.' Bitch, please. Osama, you live in a fucking cave. You're like an evil Batman or something. No wonder you have a thing for blowing up commuters, because you will never commute because you live in a cave. You see transport, and you are filled with rage, because you? Live in a cave. You could try forming a political wing to... oh, wait, you can't because YOU LIVE IN A CAVE. Twat.
The BBC paused news coverage to show *Eastenders*. That'd be the nationwide fear, terror and panic, then."
I love the British. And I am so a sucker for Eastenders, even though I usually have no idea what's going on and can't make out what they're saying half the time since the mics they use pick up background noise.
Also, yay for the British not being drama queens like Americans generally are. <3 London!
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I am exhausted and very upset right now. Exhausted because I took two Benadryl and went to bed at midnight- wooooo six hours of sleep. Very upset because I tried to buy a pair of cargo pants online and the only size left that they have available is a 0.
Cargo pants are stupidly hard to locate when they're out of style. WTF, retailers? Why are you trying to torture me? Don't you know that my only pair of cargo pants has a huge rip in them?
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I'm also very overwhelmed. Overwhelmed because there really isn't any way for me to move out, financially speaking... Technically, I could do rent no problem, but the more I think about it, the less the whole thing seems to work. Namely because even though I'll have a job to pay for stuff, I'm still taking an insane, full time course load- and this leaves for how many hours? And the jobs around here suck. Unless I can take out an extra loan or something, maybe. I have to save for Jeannette's wedding, too. Which wouldn't be too bad, except I have to save enough for four plane tickets, hotel, car rental, blah blah blah.
However, I can't stay here. That's not going to work at all. I am not going out of my mind like I have the past two semesters, with trying to stay on top of everything with a dementedly limited commuting schedule. I told Mom yesterday that if I'm going to stay here, I'm going to need a heavy mix of ritalin and zoloft just to stay sane and focused. Besides, I'll be gone all the time anyway.
I think I'm just exhausted by the thought of work and school and studying, all at the same time. Because that's all that I'm going to be doing. Working and studying. At home, all I do is commute and study. So it's really like trading off one evil for another, and that's fine. But throw in getting to Arizona on top of it all, and I'm a nervous wreck. A nervous wreck with no social life, lol.
I wish my brain would stop thinking and being generally pessimistic for like, two seconds. Cargo pants would help, but there are none, dammit.
"Al Qaeda says: 'Britain is now burning with fear, terror and panic in its northern, southern, eastern, and western quarters.' Bitch, please. Osama, you live in a fucking cave. You're like an evil Batman or something. No wonder you have a thing for blowing up commuters, because you will never commute because you live in a cave. You see transport, and you are filled with rage, because you? Live in a cave. You could try forming a political wing to... oh, wait, you can't because YOU LIVE IN A CAVE. Twat.
The BBC paused news coverage to show *Eastenders*. That'd be the nationwide fear, terror and panic, then."
I love the British. And I am so a sucker for Eastenders, even though I usually have no idea what's going on and can't make out what they're saying half the time since the mics they use pick up background noise.
Also, yay for the British not being drama queens like Americans generally are. <3 London!
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I am exhausted and very upset right now. Exhausted because I took two Benadryl and went to bed at midnight- wooooo six hours of sleep. Very upset because I tried to buy a pair of cargo pants online and the only size left that they have available is a 0.
Cargo pants are stupidly hard to locate when they're out of style. WTF, retailers? Why are you trying to torture me? Don't you know that my only pair of cargo pants has a huge rip in them?
...
I'm also very overwhelmed. Overwhelmed because there really isn't any way for me to move out, financially speaking... Technically, I could do rent no problem, but the more I think about it, the less the whole thing seems to work. Namely because even though I'll have a job to pay for stuff, I'm still taking an insane, full time course load- and this leaves for how many hours? And the jobs around here suck. Unless I can take out an extra loan or something, maybe. I have to save for Jeannette's wedding, too. Which wouldn't be too bad, except I have to save enough for four plane tickets, hotel, car rental, blah blah blah.
However, I can't stay here. That's not going to work at all. I am not going out of my mind like I have the past two semesters, with trying to stay on top of everything with a dementedly limited commuting schedule. I told Mom yesterday that if I'm going to stay here, I'm going to need a heavy mix of ritalin and zoloft just to stay sane and focused. Besides, I'll be gone all the time anyway.
I think I'm just exhausted by the thought of work and school and studying, all at the same time. Because that's all that I'm going to be doing. Working and studying. At home, all I do is commute and study. So it's really like trading off one evil for another, and that's fine. But throw in getting to Arizona on top of it all, and I'm a nervous wreck. A nervous wreck with no social life, lol.
I wish my brain would stop thinking and being generally pessimistic for like, two seconds. Cargo pants would help, but there are none, dammit.