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oh fucking shit, i am so ready to just give up right now.
idk why but i feel like i have so much pressure on me because i know that every move i make in my relationship, the entire inner circle will find out about it. that's not always a bad thing, i mean god i love all those kids, i'm just so stressed out about this birthday present for like no reason.
[ugh me and kat tried to stop saying 'like' but i gave up after about 20 seconds.]
whatever i haven't felt like myself in about 2 weeks or so and i wish i could figure out why. i'm so fucking moody and stressed out about nothing. it's really weird, and i honestly just wish it would go the fuck away, whatever it is. maybe it's just that wintertime is getting me down. ugh who knows. i want to get OUT of lakeland high school so bad.
on the bright side, i feel good tired for the first time in a long time. ahh i would have exploded had it not been for our running today.
idk why but i feel like i have so much pressure on me because i know that every move i make in my relationship, the entire inner circle will find out about it. that's not always a bad thing, i mean god i love all those kids, i'm just so stressed out about this birthday present for like no reason.
[ugh me and kat tried to stop saying 'like' but i gave up after about 20 seconds.]
whatever i haven't felt like myself in about 2 weeks or so and i wish i could figure out why. i'm so fucking moody and stressed out about nothing. it's really weird, and i honestly just wish it would go the fuck away, whatever it is. maybe it's just that wintertime is getting me down. ugh who knows. i want to get OUT of lakeland high school so bad.
on the bright side, i feel good tired for the first time in a long time. ahh i would have exploded had it not been for our running today.