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oh god these past few days have been intense.
like i mean i feel like i stepped out of my comfort zone for the first time in two months.
and sort of went back to some old times.
ok omg i have no idea what i mean by that.
basically it's like both good and weird to have ben home,
and reunion was really intense. i can't even explain how thrilled i was to see everyone. it was very overwhelming on friday though,
with everybody all getting there and ahh so much excitement.
last night was so crazy. i actually do have one regret, but oooh wow i was so fucked up.
this morning and even now i'm really out of it from lack of sleep or something,
but i managed to take the train by myself for the first time.
i did really miss all of you, though.
eh i'm depressed now because some people i don't know if i'm ever gonna see again.
i was just so happy to be with them, this weekend was amazing.
like i mean i feel like i stepped out of my comfort zone for the first time in two months.
and sort of went back to some old times.
ok omg i have no idea what i mean by that.
basically it's like both good and weird to have ben home,
and reunion was really intense. i can't even explain how thrilled i was to see everyone. it was very overwhelming on friday though,
with everybody all getting there and ahh so much excitement.
last night was so crazy. i actually do have one regret, but oooh wow i was so fucked up.
this morning and even now i'm really out of it from lack of sleep or something,
but i managed to take the train by myself for the first time.
i did really miss all of you, though.
eh i'm depressed now because some people i don't know if i'm ever gonna see again.
i was just so happy to be with them, this weekend was amazing.