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I work every day of the week now. It is stressful, but whenever I'm not working I feel really bummed or down or something, so I don't mind. I'm keeping myself busy to ignore that looming feeling. Well, I don't feel that way when I'm with Megan or any of my friends. It's when I'm alone. Which isnt very often. So it's cool.
My film shoot for this month was pushed back to June. I need to get with an agency; I had my headshots taken in January and haven't done anything with them. The films I'm involved in happened through my contacts in school. I could probably get a lot more if I joined Exposure or something. I want to be in Shakespeare in the Park this summer, but guess what? Auditions are the next three nights at 6 pm and I work during all of them!
I tried to quit my keyholder position at the videogame store but my boss is really cool and talked me out of it. But I really should have stuck to it, I'm thinking, because he wants me to work friday even though he knows I work next door at AE that day. And he wouldn't work for me when I was gravely fucking ill two weeks ago. Anyway, a week after I tried to put in my two weeks notice, our assistant manager put his notice in. Ha. Nice timing. At AE I think they want to make me the stockroom dude. That'd be fucking sweet because you get to listen to your own music and eat back there and not have to deal with people.
And dammit I just want to be able to have a summer. I went camping Friday only because I had a fluke scheduling that gave me a few hours of free time. But I want to go to the zoo and road trips and oceans of fun and you know, just summer stuff. I think I feel bummed when I have free time because I know I have to work again soon. Haha I'm so lame. When my movie shoots start, I'm pretty much gonna have to quit one of those jobs. So the problem will even itself out in time.
OK Computer is an amazing album.
My film shoot for this month was pushed back to June. I need to get with an agency; I had my headshots taken in January and haven't done anything with them. The films I'm involved in happened through my contacts in school. I could probably get a lot more if I joined Exposure or something. I want to be in Shakespeare in the Park this summer, but guess what? Auditions are the next three nights at 6 pm and I work during all of them!
I tried to quit my keyholder position at the videogame store but my boss is really cool and talked me out of it. But I really should have stuck to it, I'm thinking, because he wants me to work friday even though he knows I work next door at AE that day. And he wouldn't work for me when I was gravely fucking ill two weeks ago. Anyway, a week after I tried to put in my two weeks notice, our assistant manager put his notice in. Ha. Nice timing. At AE I think they want to make me the stockroom dude. That'd be fucking sweet because you get to listen to your own music and eat back there and not have to deal with people.
And dammit I just want to be able to have a summer. I went camping Friday only because I had a fluke scheduling that gave me a few hours of free time. But I want to go to the zoo and road trips and oceans of fun and you know, just summer stuff. I think I feel bummed when I have free time because I know I have to work again soon. Haha I'm so lame. When my movie shoots start, I'm pretty much gonna have to quit one of those jobs. So the problem will even itself out in time.
OK Computer is an amazing album.