I am not satisfied. Not saying that I'm not happy, but I feel like my life could be so much more. I could be so much more.
I'm good at my job, arguably one of the best. I can't imagine myself, however, doing this for the rest of my life. Or even for the rest of the year. The thing is, I have no idea what it is that I should be doing. I have too ( Read more... )

Marina has bone cancer. Obviously this comes as a shock, but it surprises me how strong she is being about it. Especially knowing that her cancer is as good as terminal ( Read more... )

Been having a good time with F. and things seemed to be heading in a good direction. Then, he decided to tell me that maybe we should keep some distance and admitted he had a boyfriend ( Read more... )

Tonight is an exception, but other than this I've been really good. I scratched weekday's off of my party schedule ( Read more... )

I don't think all of you know what work I do and seeing as I complain about my job rather regularly, I figured you might care to know what I do ( Read more... )

The four of us had a good, long talk today. They gave me enough space to express my worries and after that we took our time to see what would be the best course of action. I will admit, I'm feeling better already ( Read more... )

I dropped the bomb today ( Read more... )

Who actually sits down to eat breakfast anymore? I, for one, don't have the time. I'd rather spend those extra few minutes in bed. I usually don't eat until I've been at work for at least an hour. Some days I take my first bites at lunch time ( Read more... )

Busy week, busy week, busy fucking week.

I've got a shitload of new clients that want (demand) activation asap. Aside from that, I'm visiting existing clients all week for evaluation (the nice meetings) or tot alk about their complaints (the less nice meetings).
I'm working fifty hours again this week and it's starting to seem that all I do is ( Read more... )

Last weekend me and some friends got together to eat shrooms. Seeing as they were "illegal" as of December 1st we bought some just in time and last Saturday was the big day.
I had done shrooms before in the past, last time being in 2003, but I forgot how great it felt! Everything was beautiful and my perception of everything was really sharp ( Read more... )