to my friend
who doesn't want to tell me he's hooking up with a bunch of guys because he thinks i will judge him. (i heard this from a 2nd party)
it hurts me to think that you aren't telling me things for fear of being "judged" by me. it's not a lie, i would judge you (not bc the gay but bc of the hooking up). but not to your face, maybe not even to others. especially when you know that others are judging you just as i would. i don't know why you would single me out. it says a lot about what you think about our friendship. and do you think i wouldn't know when you post things on tumblr, etc?! i see it you know. it hurts to be kept out. i want you to tell me these things because we are friends and thats what friends do.
maybe i'll show you this and maybe i won't. i just had to get it out.
it hurts me to think that you aren't telling me things for fear of being "judged" by me. it's not a lie, i would judge you (not bc the gay but bc of the hooking up). but not to your face, maybe not even to others. especially when you know that others are judging you just as i would. i don't know why you would single me out. it says a lot about what you think about our friendship. and do you think i wouldn't know when you post things on tumblr, etc?! i see it you know. it hurts to be kept out. i want you to tell me these things because we are friends and thats what friends do.
maybe i'll show you this and maybe i won't. i just had to get it out.