happy birthday nino!!!
happy 29th bday my neener. i was contemplating whether or not to write a long post, cause i figured 29 isn't that special of a bday, but who knows where i'll be a year from now for the big 3.0 so i'll just write out all my feelings now. its midnight here so just bear with me. where to start....
it was 5 years ago. i was in japan over the summer, watching tv. it was some music countdown i don't really know. arashi appeared on the countdown. back then i had no idea who they were so it was like whatever. but then i saw nino's face. and i swear to god it was love at first sight. i just thought he was so hot. and i said it out loud, something like, "He's Hot!!" my GRANDMA of all people was like "oh yeah, thats ninomiya kazunari. he's starting a new drama soon (yamada taro)" at that time i didn't care about his name or who he was i just thought he was hot as hell.
so then it was time for me to leave japan. i was sad because the very next day, nino's new drama was going to start. but my grandma said she would tape it for me and send it to me, so that was good.
i got home to the states. eventually my grandma sent me the drama, and i really enjoyed it!! i thought it was so funny. and i liked Sho too. so for christmas my gma got me the Happiness single, the theme song to yamada taro. my first Arashi song <3 and i loved it as well. omg. and Still!!! holy mother that song...i freaked out cause there was rapping in it! wow.
so then i kinda forgot about them and nino and moved on the other obsessions. but then the next summer i was back in japan, and i saw them again somewhere. this was right around the time when they stared getting REALLY popular, so they were everywhere. and i became full on OBSESSED. like literally. i bought the One Love single, and it escalated from there. i learned all their names, their singing voices, watched the tv whenever they were on, learned about their personalities, and even went to see matsujun in the Hanadan movie in theaters even though i had never watched the drama. i kept a book to document my fangirling. and from there, the rest is history. i continued to be obsessed with Arashi and my love for them has grown over the years.
i owe everything i am now to nino. i was unhappy with my life. maybe not to the point of depression, but arashi and mostly nino gave me a reason to live and to smile. i got into arashi BECAUSE of nino and i am so grateful that i saw him on tv that day. who knows where i would be now if i had not been on that channel, or if i wasn't looking?
before Arashi, i didn't care that much for japan. it was just somewhere i had to go, i had no particular interest, i didn't care. after finding arashi i got so into japan and japanese culture. and the japanese language. i got closer with my dad because we bonded and still bond over japanese things. we are so close now, and i know it partly thanks to arashi. I'm also closer with my japanese family. my gma supports my obsession and buys me their new singles and dvds whenever they come out. I'm also a member of the fan club thanks to her. i love going to japan now, i want to live there someday. i know you may think I'm exaggerating, but i don't care. they have honestly changed my life for the BETTER. all of this is because i saw a hot guy on tv one summer day in japan.
ok so lets talk about the birthday boy. my kazu. its because of him that my life changed. i don't even know where to begin here. i love everything about you nino. i love your face. there i said it. its what got me into arashi in the first place. you can be so cute and yet so damn sexy at the same time. you look so young. FOREVER 17!! your face has not changed in YEARS. the hair is different, but the face remains the exact same. i love it. i love bragging to all my friends about how young you look. they may think they've seen young looking guys, but no. they don't know nothing.
your HANDSS. omg so cute and squishy!! hamburger hands forever. your hands are adorable. i don't care what people say about small hands. i love yours. i remember on time you said you like girls with long fingers because you have shot fingers. i cried for HOURS because i have small hands too. i tried staring at them and forcing them to grow. whatever. you'll have to love me with small hands.
your songs. wow. just...what can i say? they are honestly amazing. so much heart and so much passion is put into your songs. whether it be something like niji or 1992*##111. i listened to Gimmick Game on repeat for WEEKS. and that it the best live performance of any song i have ever seen. (side note thanks to whoever filmed that, i owe you my soul) i love your VOICE!!! and that you play so many instruments. you make me cry but in the most beautiful way. and like you said, its ok to cry sometimes right?
and then your acting. phenomenal. you win all the awards for a reason. my favorite drama of yours has to be Stand Up!! but i can't not mention the one that started it all, yamada taro. and ryusei no kizuna was AMAZING. and minamikun no koibito was as well. i just love your acting ok? you're a Hollywood actor. I'm so proud of you. i will never forget going to the movies HERE IN THE STATES to see gantz. it was one of the best experiences. it was the first time i saw you on the big screen. it was a thursday, school night. i was with my dad and brother. when you spoke english during the interview at the beginning i died. i felt sorry for the people around me. the move was dubbed so it wasn't as good as it could have been...and my bother fell asleep but he's an idiot and he said he regretted it because it was a good movie so...but i loved seeing you up there. i was one proud momma!!
you are a gamer. I'm not a crazy gamer like you are, but i hope you'll love me anyway. i love how crazy you are about games. its so funny. and your magic tricks! i love your card tricks!! ALWAYS THE BEST. ALWAYS. i hope one day you'll do some private tricks for me. you are so damn cheap. i secretly love it. one time i remember someone asked what was one thing about my bias that i didn't like, and i said the fact that you are cheap because i want you to spoil me. but i love that about you because I'm cheap too!! i think its great that you save your money! when we get married we will be so well off.
the big thing. your brattiness. you are the biggest brat in the world. i absolutely LOVE IT. it makes every moment enjoyable and funny because i know you do it out of love. I'm a brat as well neen. a lot of times people mistake my humor as just being mean. sigh. but you do it so perfectly. you amaze me in every single way.
ok. i know I'm probably forgetting a lot of things. but i love you ninomiya kazunari. my name isn't ninomiyalover on lj, tumblr, AND twitter for no reason!! you have been my ichiban for 5 years and you won't be descending anytime soon. or ever. i owe you too much. you make me so happy. and i love you so so sooooooo much. you are the only person in the WORLD i call my future husband. and that is because you are the only one for me. i want to marry you someday. or at least meet you lol. i love you baby. happy birthday.
it was 5 years ago. i was in japan over the summer, watching tv. it was some music countdown i don't really know. arashi appeared on the countdown. back then i had no idea who they were so it was like whatever. but then i saw nino's face. and i swear to god it was love at first sight. i just thought he was so hot. and i said it out loud, something like, "He's Hot!!" my GRANDMA of all people was like "oh yeah, thats ninomiya kazunari. he's starting a new drama soon (yamada taro)" at that time i didn't care about his name or who he was i just thought he was hot as hell.
so then it was time for me to leave japan. i was sad because the very next day, nino's new drama was going to start. but my grandma said she would tape it for me and send it to me, so that was good.
i got home to the states. eventually my grandma sent me the drama, and i really enjoyed it!! i thought it was so funny. and i liked Sho too. so for christmas my gma got me the Happiness single, the theme song to yamada taro. my first Arashi song <3 and i loved it as well. omg. and Still!!! holy mother that song...i freaked out cause there was rapping in it! wow.
so then i kinda forgot about them and nino and moved on the other obsessions. but then the next summer i was back in japan, and i saw them again somewhere. this was right around the time when they stared getting REALLY popular, so they were everywhere. and i became full on OBSESSED. like literally. i bought the One Love single, and it escalated from there. i learned all their names, their singing voices, watched the tv whenever they were on, learned about their personalities, and even went to see matsujun in the Hanadan movie in theaters even though i had never watched the drama. i kept a book to document my fangirling. and from there, the rest is history. i continued to be obsessed with Arashi and my love for them has grown over the years.
i owe everything i am now to nino. i was unhappy with my life. maybe not to the point of depression, but arashi and mostly nino gave me a reason to live and to smile. i got into arashi BECAUSE of nino and i am so grateful that i saw him on tv that day. who knows where i would be now if i had not been on that channel, or if i wasn't looking?
before Arashi, i didn't care that much for japan. it was just somewhere i had to go, i had no particular interest, i didn't care. after finding arashi i got so into japan and japanese culture. and the japanese language. i got closer with my dad because we bonded and still bond over japanese things. we are so close now, and i know it partly thanks to arashi. I'm also closer with my japanese family. my gma supports my obsession and buys me their new singles and dvds whenever they come out. I'm also a member of the fan club thanks to her. i love going to japan now, i want to live there someday. i know you may think I'm exaggerating, but i don't care. they have honestly changed my life for the BETTER. all of this is because i saw a hot guy on tv one summer day in japan.
ok so lets talk about the birthday boy. my kazu. its because of him that my life changed. i don't even know where to begin here. i love everything about you nino. i love your face. there i said it. its what got me into arashi in the first place. you can be so cute and yet so damn sexy at the same time. you look so young. FOREVER 17!! your face has not changed in YEARS. the hair is different, but the face remains the exact same. i love it. i love bragging to all my friends about how young you look. they may think they've seen young looking guys, but no. they don't know nothing.
your HANDSS. omg so cute and squishy!! hamburger hands forever. your hands are adorable. i don't care what people say about small hands. i love yours. i remember on time you said you like girls with long fingers because you have shot fingers. i cried for HOURS because i have small hands too. i tried staring at them and forcing them to grow. whatever. you'll have to love me with small hands.
your songs. wow. just...what can i say? they are honestly amazing. so much heart and so much passion is put into your songs. whether it be something like niji or 1992*##111. i listened to Gimmick Game on repeat for WEEKS. and that it the best live performance of any song i have ever seen. (side note thanks to whoever filmed that, i owe you my soul) i love your VOICE!!! and that you play so many instruments. you make me cry but in the most beautiful way. and like you said, its ok to cry sometimes right?
and then your acting. phenomenal. you win all the awards for a reason. my favorite drama of yours has to be Stand Up!! but i can't not mention the one that started it all, yamada taro. and ryusei no kizuna was AMAZING. and minamikun no koibito was as well. i just love your acting ok? you're a Hollywood actor. I'm so proud of you. i will never forget going to the movies HERE IN THE STATES to see gantz. it was one of the best experiences. it was the first time i saw you on the big screen. it was a thursday, school night. i was with my dad and brother. when you spoke english during the interview at the beginning i died. i felt sorry for the people around me. the move was dubbed so it wasn't as good as it could have been...and my bother fell asleep but he's an idiot and he said he regretted it because it was a good movie so...but i loved seeing you up there. i was one proud momma!!
you are a gamer. I'm not a crazy gamer like you are, but i hope you'll love me anyway. i love how crazy you are about games. its so funny. and your magic tricks! i love your card tricks!! ALWAYS THE BEST. ALWAYS. i hope one day you'll do some private tricks for me. you are so damn cheap. i secretly love it. one time i remember someone asked what was one thing about my bias that i didn't like, and i said the fact that you are cheap because i want you to spoil me. but i love that about you because I'm cheap too!! i think its great that you save your money! when we get married we will be so well off.
the big thing. your brattiness. you are the biggest brat in the world. i absolutely LOVE IT. it makes every moment enjoyable and funny because i know you do it out of love. I'm a brat as well neen. a lot of times people mistake my humor as just being mean. sigh. but you do it so perfectly. you amaze me in every single way.
ok. i know I'm probably forgetting a lot of things. but i love you ninomiya kazunari. my name isn't ninomiyalover on lj, tumblr, AND twitter for no reason!! you have been my ichiban for 5 years and you won't be descending anytime soon. or ever. i owe you too much. you make me so happy. and i love you so so sooooooo much. you are the only person in the WORLD i call my future husband. and that is because you are the only one for me. i want to marry you someday. or at least meet you lol. i love you baby. happy birthday.