Gotta be something more, right?
okay this party tonight (flinnfest haha loved the name of it)was ridicules i felt so horrible i just wanted to run out of there as fast as i could, i mean other then standing there like a complete rock with nothing interesting to say and a huge bruise on my nose i can understand why no one volunteered to come over and talk with me not that i tried to go out and talk with anyone else but i'm just complaining again and i've got to stop it! although i do have a question if anyone cares to answer it. Is this it? was that party with all the girls "bumping and grinding to the back door" (ahh i love mrs. stafford lol) which frankly was disgusting i mean i wanted to dance and have fun as much as the next person but come on! Yet was that party it, the closest thing i've got to adventure and that was it. PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME THERES MORE TO LIFE. people are always talking about how much fun they had in high school and how they miss it, whats to miss i work my bum off for a few good grades having no social life and then the chance i get to have one this one night it seems all so pointless. God tell me theres more then just studying, constant homework and trying to survive with a few good friends around-which is really hard for me and i dunno why. Like right now i wish this one person would get on so we could talk or that i could call or something but of course that just isnt proper for a "half" friend who used to be a really good friend to do and plus i dont have their cell phone number so i couldnt really call right now anyway. well if someone has an answer to my question i'd like to know i'll see u guys monday. toodle ooo