and suddenly everything is something new.
i'm at work and i'm in such a bad mood because i don't feel like being here. lately, i am just so drained. i keep trying to meditate in the mornings but i can't sit still, i can't keep my head quiet. i want to take a vacation from myself, i want to fall asleep and wake up in a different place.
i only ever write in here when i'm miserable. there are good things too, but i don't have a hold on them today. i thought maybe the show would make me feel better. the only good thing was skylar kept hugging me and it was probably one of the best feelings ever. to see someone little and excited and trying to contain it but just not quite being able to.
and then there's me, i'm bitter and old.
i only ever write in here when i'm miserable. there are good things too, but i don't have a hold on them today. i thought maybe the show would make me feel better. the only good thing was skylar kept hugging me and it was probably one of the best feelings ever. to see someone little and excited and trying to contain it but just not quite being able to.
and then there's me, i'm bitter and old.