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i like the way you make me feel sad. its funny that i nver realized how mean you can be, but for some strange reason i can't seem to stop wanting you. wanting a little piece of your evil smile, or sadistic eyes. if i could cut out your eyes and eat them up to be you i would. o how i love to be that sad little girl that needs your anger. please strike me down, beat me blue, let the blood spill from my flesh. i love to hurt the way you hurt me. i need to cry a thousand times to feel so good. it's the hot leather that ripps into my skin and the cold chains around my wriststhat i love. i need you to hate me because thats the only way i know you love me.
there, now doesn't that sound silly? i can share something that sounds sillier.
i love to hurt you. the only way i feel complete is when i can hit you. the feeling of your warm blood on my hands. you are weak and i love to push you around. you don't need my disapline but i give it to you because i need to control everything you are. i love to look evil just so i can see the fear in your eyes. you are like a small, broken dog that cowers in the corner as i pick at you. you are dumb, worthless and i love to see you hurt the way i make you hurt...i feel weak when you are not weak for me.
there, now doesn't that sound silly? i can share something that sounds sillier.
i love to hurt you. the only way i feel complete is when i can hit you. the feeling of your warm blood on my hands. you are weak and i love to push you around. you don't need my disapline but i give it to you because i need to control everything you are. i love to look evil just so i can see the fear in your eyes. you are like a small, broken dog that cowers in the corner as i pick at you. you are dumb, worthless and i love to see you hurt the way i make you hurt...i feel weak when you are not weak for me.