Owa talu niam....

Jul 07, 2005 01:53

Hmmm.  Well, I =did= manage to wake up about 12.  Too bad it was midnight instead of noon.  Still, judging by my phone and my email, I don't seem to have missed much.  Now I just have to decide: try to sleep longer to get back to 'normal', or try to stay up 23-24 hours?  Right now I'm thinking the latter, but we'll see.

Had weird dreams.  First dream I remember in which I was definitely male... I was in a rivalry over a woman with a male black widow spider.  He kept trying to kill me with his poison.  I spent a lot of time in the hospital, with a pony that had lost one leg at mid-thigh and the others sort of had the lower leg missing and the hooves grafted up to the bottom of what was left.  It was lying on a gurney most of the time.  It wasn't dead, though; it moved periodically.  Looked like it was having some trouble adjusting to the new leg-length on the rear hooved leg.  At one point I went in having lost both legs at about the knee, only they were very busy and I had to stand and wait at the end of the pony's gurney until they would have time for me.  I was standing on my feet.  I remember being very uncomfortable about this -- not so much in pain (though I was), but unable to reconcile the fact that I'd just lost both legs at about the knee with the fact that I was standing on my (apparently whole) legs waiting for treatment.  I was somewhat confused.  Later the spider and I had a chase scene while he was trying to kill me and I was trying to catch him to show the (lovely female) lawyer who was helping me that I wasn't insane, the spider wanted me dead.  There were a couple casualties among his (lovely female human) henchmen.  Henchpeople?  Eh. Minions.  Anyway.  Eventually the woman it was all about said enough!  I love you both, I need some time alone to think about things, now cut it out.  ...so I guess we did, 'cause then I was in a dream that involved an old house and a lot of orphans.  The only thing I remember clearly from that was suggesting we widen the stairs and the strange catwalks so those of us who weren't 6 year olds or built like one could use them better.  And getting turned down.  Hmph.

Before I slept, though, I took that 'Lifecolors' aura test thing:

Lavender: 8
Yellow: 7
Sensitive Tan: 7
Abstract Tan: 7
Blue: 7
Logical Tan: 6
Violet:: 6
Crystal: 6
Green: 5
Environmental Tan: 4
Indigo: 4
Magenta: 2
Orange: 1
Red: 0
Red overlay: No

So... let's see here.
Lavender: ...really she could've written "You're a Pisces," since it's the same kind of "You are v. v. dreamy and sensitive and not so much cut out for being in the Real World" thing.  Lots of imagination, not so hot with reality. Oh, and bad with time/space/matter, for this.  Well, I =am= lousy at time.

...I don't like summarizing these.  I think I'll just quote.

Yellow: "the most fun-loving, free-spirited, energetic, and childlike personalities in the aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful, sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun, and to help heal the planet. [...]These playful characters have a great sense of humor. They love to laugh and to make others laugh. Yellows believe life is to be enjoyed. They like to live life freely and spontaneously. With a perpetual smile on their face, they remind people to not take themselves or their problems too seriously. Yellows would prefer not to work at all, unless their work was fun, playful, or creative. They love nature [snip]."

Sensitive Tan: "Sensitive Tans incorporate the characteristics of mental, analytical logic with loving and intuitive compassion. These gentle personalities are quiet, sensitive and supportive. They prefer, like Logical Tans, to maintain a rational, intellectual foundation while they analytically process data.  Sensitive Tans are more emotional and intuitive than Logical Tans, but they tend to keep their feelings to themselves. When a problem arises, Sensitive Tans will retreat inside to figure out the most practical solution."

Abstract Tan: "The bright and curious Abstract Tans are unique characters in the mental family. They are the most childlike of all the Tans. Abstract Tans are open, friendly and outgoing. They have incredibly optimistic personalities. Though they frequently have high energy, it is also usually scattered. They tend to go in many directions at once. [...]  These sensitive individuals often appear to be scatterbrained to others.  Abstract Tans are consistently misplacing or losing their possessions and they usually can’t remember where they put things last. Their lives seem to be in a constant state of confusion and disorder. Abstract Tans energy is so unfocused that people around them can become agitated trying to pin them down."

Blue: "Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and supportive personalities of the Life Colors. They live from their heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on the planet is to give love, to teach love and to learn that they are loved. Their priorities are love, relationships, and spirituality.  Blues are traditionally teachers, counselors, and nurses---basically the loving, nurturers and caretakers on the planet. Blues are constantly helping others. They want to make sure that everyone feels loved and accepted. People are always turning to Blues for comfort and counsel because Blues will always be there for them. They consistently provide a shoulder for others to cry on.  Blues are the most emotional personalities in the aura spectrum. They can cry at the drop of a hat. Blues cry when they are happy, hurt, angry, sad, or for no apparent reason at all. Even watching a sentimental commercial on television can bring on tears."

...what d'you think?  Is that me?

Meanwhile, I need more userpics.  Hrm.  I will have to think of what I still need some to express -- I forget except when I need them.  Any opinions as to what I lack?

sleep, lj, lj herpes, parapsychotic, dreams

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