Feb 17, 2011 21:57
I have no specific plans for this LJ yet. Unlike two friends who chose to blog with specific writing projects in mind, this blog (as all my other blogging platforms) is basically a repository of sorts-a mishmash thoughts, to do lists, hopes and dreams and what-not (a reflection of my frenzied brain, no doubt). I hope that in one way or another, I will magically develop a distinct voice and purpose for this.
For now, let me ramble on about random stuff today. Ma'am Yu has finished my recommendation for law school. She told me she gave me "excellent marks and a glowing recommendation". I've sort of always been an academic underachiever. But I think I more than make up for it with my extra-curricular activities. Having been elected in top-rank positions in both my org and sorority and having some big deal internships under my belt, I think, for fear of sounding egotistic, I did earn that "glowing recommendation".:P
It's funny though, how my whole academic life, my integrity and my career (of sorts) would come down to a mere two-page recommendation letter. I can't help but think of what I've achieved so far and what my plans are for the future. A lot of my friends find themselves lost after graduation and I fear the same thing; not because I'm on the wrong track but because I might not fall in love with this like I should. What happens then?
I don't have it all figured out just yet but I'm keeping my fingers, my toes, my heart (my eyes too, haha) crossed for this. I've never said it out loud before but I am scared as hell.
There is much at stake and I'm afraid I'm not prepared.
prelude to law school