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i cant believe its june 19th. i just heard the date and i really cant believe how fast time is going. ive been unemployed for about two months and i feel pretty shitty about it. its the longest ive ever not been working since i was 16. everyone is being pretty supportive which is comforting, but it a way makes me feel worse because i sometimes feel i am undeserving of it.
i think i temporarily got too wrapped up in wedding planning and im glad i still have 11 more months to make a lot of major decisions. i cannot believe i bought a wedding dress already and i cannot believe i seriously bought it at davids bridal. no one believes me when i tell them and thats probably because i have been looking at expensive european couture dresses (half dreaming/half wondering if i would even fit into them) for the past few months. and there i was, trying to help my grandma get out of bed and go to lunch for my grandfathers 80th bday and nothing was working. finally i suggested the possibility of trying on wedding dresses to get ideas. she popped out of bed like toast in a toaster. it was insane. so, where to? kleinfleds, where i orginally intended on going, aside of being in the process of moving from bk to manhattan, requires appointments as do most boutiques, so....yes, davids bridal. tried on a few dresses and was unimpressed, but not surprised. and then i spot a number that looked out of place. it was ivory, strapless a line satin dress, just the right amount of poof, and this intricate vintage looking, sheer, beaded thing that goes over it. its so beauttiful and fits perfectly. and it was 600 bucks! my mom, grandma and aunt are pretty much in tears and im like, i guess this is the one. crazy!
but, maybe now we can afford the phtoto booth that i so desperately want. my mom says it gives off too much of a "bar mitzvah" vibe. and as i type this, she is blasting "whoomp there it is" and doing the arsinio hall dance.
i think i temporarily got too wrapped up in wedding planning and im glad i still have 11 more months to make a lot of major decisions. i cannot believe i bought a wedding dress already and i cannot believe i seriously bought it at davids bridal. no one believes me when i tell them and thats probably because i have been looking at expensive european couture dresses (half dreaming/half wondering if i would even fit into them) for the past few months. and there i was, trying to help my grandma get out of bed and go to lunch for my grandfathers 80th bday and nothing was working. finally i suggested the possibility of trying on wedding dresses to get ideas. she popped out of bed like toast in a toaster. it was insane. so, where to? kleinfleds, where i orginally intended on going, aside of being in the process of moving from bk to manhattan, requires appointments as do most boutiques, so....yes, davids bridal. tried on a few dresses and was unimpressed, but not surprised. and then i spot a number that looked out of place. it was ivory, strapless a line satin dress, just the right amount of poof, and this intricate vintage looking, sheer, beaded thing that goes over it. its so beauttiful and fits perfectly. and it was 600 bucks! my mom, grandma and aunt are pretty much in tears and im like, i guess this is the one. crazy!
but, maybe now we can afford the phtoto booth that i so desperately want. my mom says it gives off too much of a "bar mitzvah" vibe. and as i type this, she is blasting "whoomp there it is" and doing the arsinio hall dance.