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im sitting at home wondering why i care about things. i miss all of the times that i could actually smile. I never had to fake. or to ware a mask. Oh well, i cant help the fact that i cant handle life..maybe i am just a loser. oh well, i live threw it i supose. heh. i wonder why i even write my thoughts down in here. maybe i hope someone will come along and see this, possibly care. maybe i hate my life. hell i am a loser who has no life. heh, worthless peace of shit just as my mother and family calls me. oh well..life is life. we all have issues and problem with our effed up families.
I am thinking why i havent tried to take off someware and never come back. Possibly i am scared of what the real world is like. and i dont want to take a risk at it. i am frightened of what most ppl will not allow others to know. but i dont care..ppl can think what they think...because i am who i am...thats all that matters to me...heh
I am thinking why i havent tried to take off someware and never come back. Possibly i am scared of what the real world is like. and i dont want to take a risk at it. i am frightened of what most ppl will not allow others to know. but i dont care..ppl can think what they think...because i am who i am...thats all that matters to me...heh