Jun 12, 2011 19:54
So, I made a small realization about myself. I have another half of my personality. It's not another personality, just a part of it that takes over when I let it.
It's my super confident side. It's my total asshole self. I don't really like to let that side take over all that much, but sometimes, it's almost mind blowing how much stuff I can get away with. Let's just say, the other half is a fairly suave, super confident ladies man. It's like I know what to say to get what I want, and if I wanted to I could get everything.
And no, I don't use looks to get anything. It's all conversation. I usually only let this happen when I get tired of being nice and easy going, and want shit done. Or when I'm just tired. Anyone who's talked to me after a bad day at work has seen me this way, although less ladies man more " I will cut you if you look at me wrong".
I guess I'm just unafraid of how I'm perceived when I'm tired. I wish I could channel that confidence into my normal everyday self....