trying to type with freshly painted nails.....
well, my website is finally back up. the only problem now is that geocities is all messed up and so not many of my links are working. atleast the main page and most of the picture page works. anyways, it feels good to have the site open again, even with the problems with the links. i promise it's not my fault-- hopefully geocities will fix everything soon.
i thought it was about time to post something again. a person who shall remain anonymous (hehe) said that he was tired of seeing the "stupid rain post." and i couldn'te agree more, haha. all i was TRYING to say was that it's nice to sleep when it's raining, but then i got a reply to that post that made it seem as if i was trying to be poetic or something. so i got sort of an obscure response that was, i guess trying to be poetic in return. so i went back and read my post and was like, "oh man that sounds cheesy."
so yeah. i've spread myself too thin lately to have time to write in here. a lot has happened, and i'm too tired to give the details of it right now. essentially this week was hell because i had a lot of work for school and it brought me close to a breakdown. i went home for spring break last week and my parents saw my newest tattoo on the LAST DAY i was there...on the way to the airport in fact. so yeah, that sucked. other than that, i had a terrible nightmare last night for the few hours that i slept so it was a pretty rough night.
i was debating over something this evening, which i discussed with a few people. it involves me being too nice and always more forgiving than i should be. and being way too tolerant of unexcusable behavior. so yeah, dealing with this internal conflict, i eventually came to a decision...atleast for the moment. and once again, i found it interesting that my horoscope for today seemed to reflect that. check this out:
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Your Daily Horoscope for April 04, 2002
Dear Nancy,
It is your life, so make sure you are doing what is best for you, Nancy. Keep in mind that this may mean that you have to say no to other people, as well as to certain commitments that you have already made. It is better to stay true to yourself then continue on a path that doesn't resonate with you but that may be pleasing to others. Your first obligation is to yourself.
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Right fuckin on. because right now my life is all about me. thats why i'm not dating anyone for awhile. i need to focus on myself for awhile, which is something i rarely do. i need to stop letting people walk all over me. that's another thing i want to clarify--- about my desire to not date for awhile....but i'll deal with that tomorrow. right now i need to rest my poor twitching eye, as well as the rest of my overly-stressed out body. sweet dreams xoxo
i thought it was about time to post something again. a person who shall remain anonymous (hehe) said that he was tired of seeing the "stupid rain post." and i couldn'te agree more, haha. all i was TRYING to say was that it's nice to sleep when it's raining, but then i got a reply to that post that made it seem as if i was trying to be poetic or something. so i got sort of an obscure response that was, i guess trying to be poetic in return. so i went back and read my post and was like, "oh man that sounds cheesy."
so yeah. i've spread myself too thin lately to have time to write in here. a lot has happened, and i'm too tired to give the details of it right now. essentially this week was hell because i had a lot of work for school and it brought me close to a breakdown. i went home for spring break last week and my parents saw my newest tattoo on the LAST DAY i was there...on the way to the airport in fact. so yeah, that sucked. other than that, i had a terrible nightmare last night for the few hours that i slept so it was a pretty rough night.
i was debating over something this evening, which i discussed with a few people. it involves me being too nice and always more forgiving than i should be. and being way too tolerant of unexcusable behavior. so yeah, dealing with this internal conflict, i eventually came to a decision...atleast for the moment. and once again, i found it interesting that my horoscope for today seemed to reflect that. check this out:
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Your Daily Horoscope for April 04, 2002
Dear Nancy,
It is your life, so make sure you are doing what is best for you, Nancy. Keep in mind that this may mean that you have to say no to other people, as well as to certain commitments that you have already made. It is better to stay true to yourself then continue on a path that doesn't resonate with you but that may be pleasing to others. Your first obligation is to yourself.
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Right fuckin on. because right now my life is all about me. thats why i'm not dating anyone for awhile. i need to focus on myself for awhile, which is something i rarely do. i need to stop letting people walk all over me. that's another thing i want to clarify--- about my desire to not date for awhile....but i'll deal with that tomorrow. right now i need to rest my poor twitching eye, as well as the rest of my overly-stressed out body. sweet dreams xoxo