nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these..

[nineteeneighty3]

Today is my Grannymom's 84th birthday. And today she had a stroke and is in the hospital and now is probably going to die. I just got off the phone with my Daddy and she'll either improve and be paralyzed - which she would hate - or she will die. Either way, I should be home with her, I shouldn't be here.

I really need a hug, and I really want to go home :'(

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these,
So I sat alone and waited out the night.
The best part of what has happened was
The part I must have missed.
So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around.
I'm not writing my goodbyes.
I'm not letting you check out.
You will beat this starting now
And you will always be around...