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I really don't like how when you finally think you've got things figured out, something pops up and makes you wonder all over again. While my job is wonderful, I am not taking to it like I thought I would. It's great, but I don't think it's what I want to do forever. I'm entirely too indecisive.
I miss theatre and I miss writing, and everytime a song from RENT or Chicago! or Grease, or one of the other twelve hundred soundtracks I have downloaded, I almost ache to be in that. I was talking tonight to a friend (sort of?) who is in theatre school, and the envy was seeping out of my pores - she was in RENT off-Broadway, she played Maureen for a charity show. Since I saw that show, that's been the role of my dreams. Download 'Over The Moon' from Rent, and you'd understand why. I feel it could have been written for me. I haven't written anything substantial in a long time, some who read my 'character' writings may beg to differ, but I hardly consider those substantial. I got some email from a list I am on, looking for volunteer writers, doing music and show reviews and stuff, and I might do it.
I severely lack the two things I need most: confidence, and encouragement. Encouragement, not just over the phone or internet, but in person. While all forms are essential, sometimes you just need a hug, and "It's okay," for things to be okay.
Anyone have some spare confidance laying around?
I miss theatre and I miss writing, and everytime a song from RENT or Chicago! or Grease, or one of the other twelve hundred soundtracks I have downloaded, I almost ache to be in that. I was talking tonight to a friend (sort of?) who is in theatre school, and the envy was seeping out of my pores - she was in RENT off-Broadway, she played Maureen for a charity show. Since I saw that show, that's been the role of my dreams. Download 'Over The Moon' from Rent, and you'd understand why. I feel it could have been written for me. I haven't written anything substantial in a long time, some who read my 'character' writings may beg to differ, but I hardly consider those substantial. I got some email from a list I am on, looking for volunteer writers, doing music and show reviews and stuff, and I might do it.
I severely lack the two things I need most: confidence, and encouragement. Encouragement, not just over the phone or internet, but in person. While all forms are essential, sometimes you just need a hug, and "It's okay," for things to be okay.
Anyone have some spare confidance laying around?