My mind is driving me crazy!

[ninah]

So i'm pretty sure that he is cheating on me. I'm SO close to finding out something. Of course I don't want to, I don't even want to worry about this. But last night a few things happened to make it seem that he is. I have a plan to figure it out. I know that if I find out anything, I will definately break up with him. No question about it. I'm afraid of how I will react though. I don't want to go psycho on his ass, and try to kill him. I just want to be like "You are an asshole. Goodbye."I also think that if I don't find out anything is going on, I will probably still break up with him. I'm sick of his bullshit. I'm tired of putting up with him hurting me, and making me feel bad. Screw it, i'm done.

On a lighter note we played tennis last night and I am SOOO very sore.