i wonder a lot if life will always be this confusing...

3 more weeks. just 3 more weeks until i get to go home... i can do it! i hope it flies by...

when you are a music major here at JMU, you have 12 hour days monday-friday and concerts and performances and recitals and rehearsals on the weekends. your dorm room is just a place to go sleep at night- and that is not exaggeration. i think that should be a warning that everyone should receive BEFORE deciding to be a music major and BEFORE ( Read more... )

well, i haven't cried as much as i did yesterday or as hard since we put my dog to sleep last year. I don't want to be back at school. I've never been so homesick. I know that once I get back into the swing of things here at school, it wont be so bad because i'll be so busy and i wont have time to miss home, but right now, i just want to go home ( Read more... )

i just want to go home right now so bad. it's getting so close that i'm getting very anxious. i just want to go home. simple as that. 4 more weeks ( Read more... )

i think it's funny that in high school i would always think 'i can't wait to go to college, it's going to be so much better than all this bull shit high school crap, and i'll have things figured out- i'll know who i am ( Read more... )

things SUCK right now. i've cried soooo much these past two days. i just have to keep reminding myself that i'm making the right decision. that the distance is just too far ( Read more... )

okay, i'm obsessed with julie andrews. she is my hero. i admire her more than any female singer. seriously i think she is the most talented lady ever. ahhgh i can't even explain how much i worship her. im so jealous!!

you have to watch this video, it will amaze you!!!

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ahahhhhhh she's incredible even then.

tomorrow i go in for my first of SIX gum grafting surgeries. i knew my life right now was too good to be true. i'm just so scared!!! wow, it's gunna SUCK. but, besides getting my gums slit open, things are swell. it's weird having a boyfriend because i'm one of those people that never has one... i don't know, it's hard to explain, but it's ( Read more... )

this is a really great summer. i'm really happy right now.