I did it....
I finally went on antidepressants. And it's only been a little over a week and I already feel much better. I know part of that is probably psychosomatic (sp?) but who cares. This past week I overdrafted and got quite a few "courtesy fees." Before, I would have spent an entire day telling myself how stupid and worthless I was and cry myself into a headache. This time, I was kinda like "oh, nice one Nina" and let it go. I mean... nothing I can really do about it now, just don't do it again.
I'm getting more stuff done at work, I'm getting more stuff done at home, it's awesome. Yesterday I was working on unpacking boxes (yes I STILL have boxes I've never unpacked from the move) and was thinking I was kinda bored and wanted to go shopping... then I realized I didn't need anything. That's kind of a novel thought for me. Anyway, I just kept on unpacking and putting things away. I mean, there are some things I really want for my place, but now I feel like I can plan on how to get them a little at a time. :)
I've also been working out very regularly... every morning in fact with a few exceptions. My cousin's workout partner went a little loony and said some mean things to her (grr) so I'm her new workout buddy. It works out great for both of us. We're each other's motivation and I'm not so competitive and we try new things together instead of just the treadmill. Lately we've been doing elliptical and rowing and it's really good for my back and arms. We also do step class one night a week, which is a good workout and stress reliever after work. I hope to maybe make friends with some of the people in there too.
So, yeah, things are looking pretty good. I don't know what the cause is, but I don't really care.
Yay Spring!!!
I'm getting more stuff done at work, I'm getting more stuff done at home, it's awesome. Yesterday I was working on unpacking boxes (yes I STILL have boxes I've never unpacked from the move) and was thinking I was kinda bored and wanted to go shopping... then I realized I didn't need anything. That's kind of a novel thought for me. Anyway, I just kept on unpacking and putting things away. I mean, there are some things I really want for my place, but now I feel like I can plan on how to get them a little at a time. :)
I've also been working out very regularly... every morning in fact with a few exceptions. My cousin's workout partner went a little loony and said some mean things to her (grr) so I'm her new workout buddy. It works out great for both of us. We're each other's motivation and I'm not so competitive and we try new things together instead of just the treadmill. Lately we've been doing elliptical and rowing and it's really good for my back and arms. We also do step class one night a week, which is a good workout and stress reliever after work. I hope to maybe make friends with some of the people in there too.
So, yeah, things are looking pretty good. I don't know what the cause is, but I don't really care.
Yay Spring!!!