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My mind is still in chaos. The fucked up thing is that I no longer mind being here in the desert. It's different. I just wish I could tap into my life at home a bit more. I miss being there for everything. I hate missing out on the lives of my friends and family. I constantly find myself wondering how different things could have ended up if i would have stayed at home.. I know im doing the right thing. Its time to take care of myself and work on my own foundation in life. I know what I want. Now is the time to work on the hard part... achieving it. I hate change and suprises. They seem to come at the most inconvenient times. How much farther will everything go? Who will remain with me? Will they ever see the importance of things or life the way I do.. or am I still the crazy one?
I want to skip to the next chapter or at least have a fast forward button.
Happiness is mediocre standard for a middle class existence.
I want to skip to the next chapter or at least have a fast forward button.
Happiness is mediocre standard for a middle class existence.