I hate death...
Another person from work had their spouse die this past Sunday. End stage cancer that was discovered 6 weeks ago but that doesn't make it any better. I went to pay my rent and found my landlord/neighbor/friend is no longer on the road to recovery. His wife just shakes her head and says the dr wants him to go to UCLA...not a good sign. I left their house in tears and cursing death. Why the hell is it we have to leave this earth suffering and in pain? Why do we have to leave those we love shattered and damaged? FUCK DEATH!!! There ought to be a better way.