The Toddler's Selfish First Love
CHAPTER 6
Yuri was shocked when they descended in front of an amusement park, but then Yamada grabbed his hand, he held it so tight.
“I don’t like here” he said and stopped Yamada from walking after that both of them took a seat at the bench near at the amusement gate, there Yuri saw himself standing at the rain, waiting patiently for Yamada, while Yamada saw himself walking at the left side of the amusement lifeless.
“ne sensei let’s go to another place, I don’t want to be here, its creepy here” Yuri said with a sad expression. “ne sensei, how about we have some fun around Tokyo, roadtrip you know”
“okay but we don’t have car with us”
“leave that to me” Yuri said then phoned his butler to send his sports car at the Disneyland’s gate.
Minutes later a truck came with Yuri’s car.
“here you go Yuri-sama” his butler gave him the car’s key.
They are wandering around the Tokyo city, there they saw some high-tech buildings and dazzling lights that are so colorful, Yuri turned left then Yamada saw some expensive cars.
“ne Yamachii-sensei, do you love car racing” Yuri asked while his eyes were on the road.
“its dangerous and its illegal” Yamada hesitated to come.
“don’t worry Yama-sensei as long you are with me you are safe, I can turn impossible to possible” he smiled. He wants to last a day with Yamada, so wherever he go he surely the man will enjoy like what they are doing in the past. “ne Yamachii-sensei, can I call you Yama-sensei, it sounds cute right” Yuri said that intentionally, he knew that Yamada will remember his past about him, the name Yamachan and that what actually happened, Yamada saw Chinen again at Okamoto Yuri’s body.
“when will you recognize me Yamachan, I’m Chinen Yuri can’t you see” his mind whispered.
Yuri is having a race with other racer and because he is an expert they won the race easily while Yamada is blank because Yuri drove fast like he was riding on the roller coaster. Their next stop is at a restaurant their stomachs were growling, they are hungry, strolling around Tokyo tuckered them out.
At a fancy restaurant, they ordered like there was a feast but of course Yamada is a teacher he is responsible to pay the bills and he was shocked when the bill reached 300 000 yen.
“wait for me , I’m gonna go to the restroom for a while ne” Yamada left and he forgot to bring his wallet and cellphone with him.
Yuri remembered Yamada’s promise to him that he will let Yamada took some photos of him in one condition he will set it as his wallpaper forever, so Yuri doubted if Yamada’s wallpaper is still his pouting picture.
“ne Yamachan, this stars shine endlessly, it has come to my life to color my dream and you know that before I got in touch in you, I used to gaze at this star and now this stars succeeded my love for you” Yuri poetically said.
“hahaha, what did you say, you are still young Yuri-kun but I like what you say” Yuri just pout that beats Yamada down.
“ohhh don’t move you’re so cute, I’m gonna take some photo of you” Yamada told Yuri just to stay liked that.
“I’ll let you take some photos but you need to promise me that you’ll make it as your wallpaper forever even if we grew older”
“okay I promise, I’ll make sure that when you became a handsome boy, you will see this picture here on my cellphone” Yamada hooked his pinky finger to Yuri’s finger.
He opened Yamada’s cellphone slowly and saw his very cute picture back then, he smiled widely, Yamada never broke his promise. After that Yamada came “hey what’s up with my cellphone, did someone called me” Yamada interrupted him from going to his dreamland.
“ahh gomen I’m just curious if your wallpaper is cute” he said shyly he tried to hide his blushing face.
“ahmm anou who is that cute boy on your wallpaper” he asked acting like he didn’t know. “is he the boy you mentioned”
“ahh right, he is, his name is Chinen Yuri, his name is cute right but his pout is the cutest” Yamada exclaimed that made Yuri feel some uneasiness. “actually he has the same name with you, his real name is Okamoto Yuri but he liked using Chinen as his surname.Yuri’s heart was touched by Yamada’s words, it’s a proof that Yamada haven’t forgot the past.
“I see but sensei, where is he now, are you still in touch with him” he asked.
“hmm I don’t know where is he, I have no idea, if ever there’s a chance to meet him again, maybe I can’t face him” Yamada expressed his thoughts.
“and why is that so” Yuri just ask and ask, he wants to know why, he hated Yamada a lot for not showing up but still his heart says he loves Yamada.
“its because I never show up, it’s lame that I’m the one who asked him to meet me but then” Yamada exhaled some air.
“why you didn’t came when that poor boy is waiting for you patiently under a storm, don’t you think that you might hurt his feelings” he asked with emotions but Yamada’s heart is numb, he didn’t notice at all.
“I -I know that but”
“why you didn’t show up” Yuri shouted. “ohh sorry I got carried away, I pity that poor boy, I guess he was so hurt, I guess his heart is so wounded” he said in a sad tone but because he was good in acting Yamada didn’t notice it at all, he has no idea that he is talking with Chinen right now.
“I don’t remember why, I forgot” though Yamada knows the answer on it still he wants to forget his hurtful past, he didn’t want to remember it, he wants to bury it in the past but there’s a part of his heart who can’t forget Chinen Yuri.
“I became coward Okamoto-kun” Yuri left without any words, its just that he can’t hold back his tears anymore so he left Yamada alone.
“hey Okamoto-kun wait” Yamada followed but Yuri is nowhere to found now.
“am I that a forgettable person” Yuri said with his back facing Yamada.
“argghhh how can you just forget it Yamachan” he beeped the car’s horn so loud.
“how can you be so stupid, am I that forgettable, how can you erase me in your life like you were only erasing some wrong writings on your papers” he shouted right to his heart , again hatred attacked him.
“what’s wrong with that boy, he always walk out like that” Yamada became so clueless again so dumb to recognize Yuri.
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Yuri went home, finally he was home and he is happy to see his father, its good that Keito is off on his duty, he asked the butler if he could have his lunch together with his father.
“hai certainly Yuri-sama” his butler bowed.
Minutes has passed, Yuri and Keito chatting silently while having their lunch.
“how’s your school, I heard that they hired a new homeroom teacher who is cocky as you” Keito asked then chuckled.
“ahh otousan, well you wouldn’t want to know who is my new teacher”
Keito became a good father to Yuri, that’s why he spoiled him too much, he knows what happened in the past about Yuri’s first love, why he ended up unconscious in front of the Disneyland, but he understands why Yamada didn’t show up, its painful to accept the fact that the person you love is actually your son. That’s why Keito didn’t know if he would be mad to Yamada, on what he did to Yuri.
“gomen ne Ryosuke if I stole your son away”his mind.
“why? Yuri, what’s with your new teacher” Keito asked.
“he is somewhat forgettable person”
“hmmm do I know him, sort of ne” Keito sensed it, his son wouldn’t be acting so stupid if it isn’t Yamada, he remembered that miserable day, he saw his beloved son lying unconscious on the ground.
“let me meet him here Yuri” Keito said with a serious tone.
“Yada, that teacher can’t step his feet here in my house” Yuri shoved the steak on his mouthful.
“ohh come on Yuri don’t tell me you’re in love with your new teacher”
“impossible”
“I know you son, rely on me Yuri, talk to me if you have problem”
Yuri told his father that his new homeroom teacher is Yamada Ryosuke and the latter didn’t recognize him because its been 13 years since he last saw the boy and he changed a lot, from a cute boy to very handsome boy.
“I just don’t understand why he changed his name to Yamachii Yusuke, confusing right”
“hmmm he changed his name, don’t tell me we need to investigate”
“ahh forget about that, its been a years so, just forget about him, that kind of person shouldn’t be interfering in our life anymore” on that words of his son, he knew that Yuri still has his feelings for Yamada, who wouldn’t forget his first love, even him can’t forget Yuto.
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Today is Monday, a hellish day in school again Yamada thought, but he wants to see Okamoto Yuri again, the boy’s smile made him so calm he didn’t know why, he is not yet ready to fall in love again.
He is walking silently at the corridor when he bumped on Yuri’s group, but seems all of them totally ignored him, he saw Yuri looked away while whistling, Hikaru was flicking his fingers, inoobu is busy tickling each other and Takaki is busy talking on the phone.
“ehh what’s the matter with him, we’re just so happy the day before yesterday and now he is acting cold again, ehh why” Yamada shook his head thinking about Yuri, maybe that the boy is only playing with him, acting to be kind but later on he will be bad again.
“You are good at being bad ne”
Yamada talked to one of Yuri’s close friend, he is sure that Hikaru-kun is reliable than others, since he is the only has sympathy for him. Yabu-kun is so serious, Takaki-kun is kinda baka that he might answer nonsense and Inoo-kun is very loyal to Yuri.
“ne Yaotome-kun, may I asked something” Yamada called Hikaru for a snack.
“what is it sensei”
“does Okamoto-kun fell in love before” since Hikaru knew everything about Yuri’s past, he tried to decoy Yamada but actually his words were true.
“ahh to tell you the truth, that spoiled brat didn’t know how to love, his heart is so cold to be melts by a flame of other heart you know, the word love is not in his vocabulary, how could be a rude guy fell in love” Hikaru stated.
“ohh I see” Yamada seems so disappointed.
“ahh sensei why don’t you try me first” Hikaru is such a great teaser.
“ahh nevermind”
“ohh I got you, I already have Yabu and Inoo in my heart I think they’re enough to fill my life with their undying love” Hikaru showed his goofy face to Yamada.
“ahahaha just keep your undying love” Yamada left that crazy Hikaru, Yamada didn’t thought Hikaru has something good inside him, he never thought that guy could be a good lover, he thought that Yuri’s gang were all players. But still he is confused about Yuri’s real identity.
The school ended, the whole place is getting dark, Yamada is done with his works and about to go home when someone texted him.
Meet me at the rooftop at the N building now
Okamoto Yuri…..
Their school has so many building, the N building that is located to the North, the E building located to the east, the W building located to the west and the S building located to the South.
Yamada run faster and opened the rooftop door but he stopped when he saw nothing, no shadow of Okamoto Yuri waiting there. He is about to go when again someone texted him.
Just stay there, don’t go…look at the S building
Yamada followed what’s on the message and there he saw a familiar figure of Okamoto Yuri wearing a white coat with a neat pants.
“YAMABUTA, YAMACHAN” Yuri shouted from the other side but Yamada can’t hear it, Yuri’s voice is so unaudible, but actually Yuri planned it intentionally, he didn’t want Yamada to know the truth right now, he is not yet ready. He just wants to lessen the burden he kept in his heart.
“WHAT, I CAN’T HEAR YOU” Yamada shouted back with his face frowning.
“YOU ARE A REAL BAKA YAMABUTA, HOW DARE YOU NOT TO RECOGNIZE ME” Yuri is now bursting in tears, its good that he is far, its good that Yamada can’t see him crying, he didn’t want to show his stupid self in public, even to Yamada, that is his weakness.
“WHAT ARE YOU SAYING OKAMOTO-KUN” Yamada shouted back, he wants to know what Yuri is saying right now but he has no strength to go on the S building, he didn’t know why.
“ITS ME CHINEN YURI, THE BOY YOU MET IN THE PAST, THE BOY YOU MENTIONED IN OUR CLASS, ITS ME” still Yamada can’t hear him.
“I’M CHINEN YURI, CHINEN YURI CHINEN YURI”Yuri can’t remember for how many times he shouted and now his energy loss, he can’t shout anymore, he drained himself so much. He decided to go home, its getting dark, his father will be worried, his head is aching, does his illness is attacking again.
He called his personal doctor Morimoto Ryutaro to pick him up, he is not feeling well.
“ne Ryutaro can you pick me up here at our school gate I feel weak”
“okay, I’ll be right there after 10 minutes”
Yamada noticed Yuri disappeared so he walked down faster to see Yuri at the ground floor, in the lagoon of the said school’s square.
There Yamada saw a gloomy boy standing, with a cellphone on his hand, he approached it. He hugged the boy when there are tears hanging on the corner of his eyes then he cupped Yuri’s face. Yuri thought that Yamada already recognized him that he was that boy 13 years ago.
“if there’s something bothering you, just tell me, I’m here to help you” Yuri expected the words “chii, I miss you” but Yuri’s thought was all wrong, he gave all his strength and pushed Yamada away.
“you’re really stupid, baka baka baka, all this time you are the biggest idiot that I ever met” Yuri bursted in anger and run away, it’s a good timing that Ryutaro came on time. Ryutaro was standing beside his car and when he saw Yuri he opened his arms to hug him and Yamada witnessed it all. How the two hugged each other eternally. Yamada feel his heart was worsted, he can’t afford to watch the scene in front of him, he just remained silent, but who is that guy, he is somewhat felt troubled thinking about him.
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A/N: Happy Birthday Iv-chan hope you like my update since this fic is already dedicated to you, uwaaa this time, the chap is so angsty, bear with it pls, ideas keep on running through my head,, i'm not confident this time,,, is it a FAILED one...uwaaaa....
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