I miss the beach...who wants to surf?
the show is almost done- we’re in the middle of the first weekend. Sigh I needed to just let go of everything- because once I did it helped.
I went to a radio conference a few weeks ago and one of the women on the panel said something that I believe is going to be my new motto: Do something every day that scares you.
I had heard it before but I realized how important it was so me and the fact that so much scared me in life. I was scared of failing, I was scared of things I didn’t know how to do. Everyone always told me to relax and not to be so scared. I don’t know if I need to stop being so scared or to stop being so scared that I can’t do it. But I’m going to make sure I conquer those fears every day. I’m going to be brave.
“If this silence takes you then I hope it takes me too”
I’m pulling harder and harder for what I want- and I think this summer is going to really make me brave- staying here alone- doing an internship that scares the shit out of me, working to support myself. And you know what- It’s going to be ok because no matter what scares me I’m going to do it anyway. I’m going to make Kelly McKay love me and I’m going to get a job when I graduate. My parents and my brother and my sister will be proud of me too! And that’s what I’ve decided. So there.
Phew. (climbing off soap box)….maybe I’ll…do something artistic. OHHH- a mix CD- that’s what I’ll do. OK- I’m out!! Thanks for listening.
~Nikki~
I went to a radio conference a few weeks ago and one of the women on the panel said something that I believe is going to be my new motto: Do something every day that scares you.
I had heard it before but I realized how important it was so me and the fact that so much scared me in life. I was scared of failing, I was scared of things I didn’t know how to do. Everyone always told me to relax and not to be so scared. I don’t know if I need to stop being so scared or to stop being so scared that I can’t do it. But I’m going to make sure I conquer those fears every day. I’m going to be brave.
“If this silence takes you then I hope it takes me too”
I’m pulling harder and harder for what I want- and I think this summer is going to really make me brave- staying here alone- doing an internship that scares the shit out of me, working to support myself. And you know what- It’s going to be ok because no matter what scares me I’m going to do it anyway. I’m going to make Kelly McKay love me and I’m going to get a job when I graduate. My parents and my brother and my sister will be proud of me too! And that’s what I’ve decided. So there.
Phew. (climbing off soap box)….maybe I’ll…do something artistic. OHHH- a mix CD- that’s what I’ll do. OK- I’m out!! Thanks for listening.
~Nikki~