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Reasons I should be in bed...
-I am going to HATE myself in the morning
-sleep helps you in life
-it's possible this lack of going to sleep may result in me not going to a class
-I'm actually exhausted
Getting things off my chest:
THE GOOD: I am feeling in general a lot happier and better in general- sorry I went crazy for a week and a half. (I'll try not to do that again) Show opens this week- it's going to be swell- GO OR I WON'T BE YOUR FRIEND. My parents come on Sunday, I get to see them for a whole 5 seconds but it'll be nice cause I miss them. Jeff and I are good- even though he says it doesn't count as spending time together I do get to see him every night at the show and before the show. We had a great Valentines make-up weekend too- it was swell.
THE BAD: A little stressed about things in general. money, school, this summer, everything. And the show, though it's a great show has kind of gotten me down. I think Jeff put it the best, tonight after a particularly hard rehearsal and I was sad he said "you're the only one here who's upset tonight and you're the only one who isn't having fun." and it's true. I wasn't having fun in the show because I was so fixated on working hard and being good at it. I talked to Brad tonight for a little, he said to stop trying to be so perfect and to chill. Sigh...I just really want to do well and I think I'm letting it get in the way.
THE UGLY: Ryan plucked my eyebrows for me...I no longer look like a yhetti....carry on.
Tommorow: No Directing and "opening night". GO SEE THE SHOW- IT'S FREE ON THURSDAY- I'M SERIOUS ABOUT NEVER BEING YOUR FRIEND AGAIN...SERIOUS!
BYE!
~Nikki~
-I am going to HATE myself in the morning
-sleep helps you in life
-it's possible this lack of going to sleep may result in me not going to a class
-I'm actually exhausted
Getting things off my chest:
THE GOOD: I am feeling in general a lot happier and better in general- sorry I went crazy for a week and a half. (I'll try not to do that again) Show opens this week- it's going to be swell- GO OR I WON'T BE YOUR FRIEND. My parents come on Sunday, I get to see them for a whole 5 seconds but it'll be nice cause I miss them. Jeff and I are good- even though he says it doesn't count as spending time together I do get to see him every night at the show and before the show. We had a great Valentines make-up weekend too- it was swell.
THE BAD: A little stressed about things in general. money, school, this summer, everything. And the show, though it's a great show has kind of gotten me down. I think Jeff put it the best, tonight after a particularly hard rehearsal and I was sad he said "you're the only one here who's upset tonight and you're the only one who isn't having fun." and it's true. I wasn't having fun in the show because I was so fixated on working hard and being good at it. I talked to Brad tonight for a little, he said to stop trying to be so perfect and to chill. Sigh...I just really want to do well and I think I'm letting it get in the way.
THE UGLY: Ryan plucked my eyebrows for me...I no longer look like a yhetti....carry on.
Tommorow: No Directing and "opening night". GO SEE THE SHOW- IT'S FREE ON THURSDAY- I'M SERIOUS ABOUT NEVER BEING YOUR FRIEND AGAIN...SERIOUS!
BYE!
~Nikki~