Musings
I think that may be the word I am looking for. Maybe these are just rants.
Anyway...
So work is same old same old stuff. I am tired of "crusading" because frankly I have about 6 months left before I check out of the military. Yet for some reason I can't help but to do it just the same, no one else will. But pretty much it's me versus damn near everyone enlisted that is higher ranking than me. We got this new Sgt. Major who came from the grunt side of things, and of course coming to the Airwing side of things he wants to "fix" us. Long story short he spent a couple weeks fucking with peoples lives who live on base and no one would stand up to him. Now their well being and living conditions fall on my shoulders (and with over 100 people thats a lot of weight to bear). I've never been in the position to effect so many peoples lives. But like I said, no one else is standing up to the higher ups, so I did, out of that wierd compulsion.
Then after that fell on my lap, it could be I'm mad with power, or that I'm just a dreamer, but I started thinking of ways to improve muholly for everyone. Not even from a political office standpoint, but as a citizen with a voice and the huevos to stand up for something. I'll get into these ideas at a later date.
So the whole house is sick, Danger has this cough that just breaks my heart. I had to take him to the emergency room after he got a mid grade fever a couple days ago. Just got back from taking Dani for an ear infection that was really painful for her. So I figure I'm next on the list lol.
I watched the titans cardinals game at the bar today, I don't really like either team, but I had fun. I haven't really followed the season this year, or the last few years, but I am looking forward to the Eagles giants game tomorrow.
I'm so tired though, this whole week I maybe got a few hours of sleep. Hopefully next week will be better. I feel that I have grown up a little last weekend. Back when I first got here I hung out with a group of people that were the "A" list people in our shop. Maybe about 6-8 of us. But as time went on and people got married or had kids or got gf's that kept their balls in her purse we stopped hanging out as much and the only times we did when it was a holiday party type of thing. We started needing a reason I guess. So then I started trying to throw parties all the times and I invited tons of people. They were always huge blowouts(I throw a monster party) but last weekend we got as many people from our original group together for a little bbq thing, nothing big, and I had more fun doing that than the big parties I've been throwing. I think I'll just try and do that from now on.
I really just can't wait to come home, and get back to my life. The military is cool for some people, and it was a nice springboard for me, but it will never be my life. Speaking of coming back you guys will get to meet my roomate scott, he is driving back to NJ with me when I get out so I don't drive alone(we're sending dani and danger via aeronautical conveiance trans continent). Make sure you guys buy some of the good shit for my welcome home celebration lol.
Anyway...
So work is same old same old stuff. I am tired of "crusading" because frankly I have about 6 months left before I check out of the military. Yet for some reason I can't help but to do it just the same, no one else will. But pretty much it's me versus damn near everyone enlisted that is higher ranking than me. We got this new Sgt. Major who came from the grunt side of things, and of course coming to the Airwing side of things he wants to "fix" us. Long story short he spent a couple weeks fucking with peoples lives who live on base and no one would stand up to him. Now their well being and living conditions fall on my shoulders (and with over 100 people thats a lot of weight to bear). I've never been in the position to effect so many peoples lives. But like I said, no one else is standing up to the higher ups, so I did, out of that wierd compulsion.
Then after that fell on my lap, it could be I'm mad with power, or that I'm just a dreamer, but I started thinking of ways to improve muholly for everyone. Not even from a political office standpoint, but as a citizen with a voice and the huevos to stand up for something. I'll get into these ideas at a later date.
So the whole house is sick, Danger has this cough that just breaks my heart. I had to take him to the emergency room after he got a mid grade fever a couple days ago. Just got back from taking Dani for an ear infection that was really painful for her. So I figure I'm next on the list lol.
I watched the titans cardinals game at the bar today, I don't really like either team, but I had fun. I haven't really followed the season this year, or the last few years, but I am looking forward to the Eagles giants game tomorrow.
I'm so tired though, this whole week I maybe got a few hours of sleep. Hopefully next week will be better. I feel that I have grown up a little last weekend. Back when I first got here I hung out with a group of people that were the "A" list people in our shop. Maybe about 6-8 of us. But as time went on and people got married or had kids or got gf's that kept their balls in her purse we stopped hanging out as much and the only times we did when it was a holiday party type of thing. We started needing a reason I guess. So then I started trying to throw parties all the times and I invited tons of people. They were always huge blowouts(I throw a monster party) but last weekend we got as many people from our original group together for a little bbq thing, nothing big, and I had more fun doing that than the big parties I've been throwing. I think I'll just try and do that from now on.
I really just can't wait to come home, and get back to my life. The military is cool for some people, and it was a nice springboard for me, but it will never be my life. Speaking of coming back you guys will get to meet my roomate scott, he is driving back to NJ with me when I get out so I don't drive alone(we're sending dani and danger via aeronautical conveiance trans continent). Make sure you guys buy some of the good shit for my welcome home celebration lol.