annoied?

[nikoo]

..
it makes me so angry..

cant you see im trying?
to show you what it means..
cant you see im dieing?
to tell you what i see...

How am i supposed to care,
how am i supposed to succsed
if you leave no hope?
how am i supposed to love you,
if you leave me so little to cope?

i love you, but i failed.
i seem to fail at everything..
so maybe if i try harder, maybe you will see.
maybe if i continue to fight, to strugle
to punch and even to bite.

maybe then you will understand
you will finaly know
you will see the very thing, that took me 15 years to see.
maybe then you will relize, life is ment to be...

what if you were dead?
i would have never felt this joy.
what if i had never met you?
i would still be bored, fighting with the same damn toy.
what if you never cared?
then i would have died trying.
what if you had never dared?
then i would have never stoped crying.

maybe you cant see what i do.
maybe your as blind as i was.
but one day, i hope to open your eyes.
to fill your life with color.
but now, with all this hate and anger
so pent up inside.
how in the world do you expect me...
to show you the meaning of life?