Jun 29, 2008 11:19
I want to thank everyone for their support through this really tough time and I couldn't have made it this far with out everyone let a lone the great distance I have to still go. I have been at the hospital with him every day and today I take a break. I have so much to be thankful for. The nurses have counted more the 120 people have stopped by to pay their respects and say their good byes. To say what has been going on my father had a heart attack the 25 and has been @ Ugh's heart unit. He body stabilized but his brain functions never returned. He body keeps going, he has always been a fighter. They pulled the tubes out for the ventilator. He body is now going all on it's own but there is no one there to drive it. It is so hard seeing this just unfold before my eyes for the man that has been my mentor,hero, and solid shoulder for me to lean on through all the hard times. I feel lost with out him and days are hard to care about. What can i d but be strong and do as i think he would want. There will be more to follow and if at anytime you have to worry or wonder about me think on what i am about to say. He maybe gone but fear not I won't let his memory go even if i have to kill him if he becomes part of the walking dead. =) I have my shot gun and my friends and i am not letting go.