I need this
I am still absolutely in love with my ex boyfriend, who I wouldn't acknowledge was my boyfriend to anyone other than him until he was, in fact, my ex. I will never find a man who comes anywhere close to what he is, but when you fuck something up you don't get to bitch about it later so that's the end of that.
There is so much hypocrisy and dishonesty floating around me. I am so sick of it. I think horribly of myself, but then I realize that I don't lie about my life. It's pretty damn lame, I'm almost always completely broke, I'll never be a ball of sunshine. Despite all that sucks, I love my family, my puppies, my music, and my faith. I really want to see a psychologist, but that's embarrassing as hell. So is seeing a gynecologist. I have some serious issues.
I haven't washed my hair in forever. My scalp is gross and dry and itchy. I'll wash it in the morning, I swear!
Music provides such a release for me. I really need to learn to play an instrument, although I suppose I really don't have time for it. The song I can't stop listening to now is Rotten Rudd by Bibio. It's AMAZING.
I feel so much better. I didn't write down everything I was thinking about, but this is more than enough for now.
A bientot!
There is so much hypocrisy and dishonesty floating around me. I am so sick of it. I think horribly of myself, but then I realize that I don't lie about my life. It's pretty damn lame, I'm almost always completely broke, I'll never be a ball of sunshine. Despite all that sucks, I love my family, my puppies, my music, and my faith. I really want to see a psychologist, but that's embarrassing as hell. So is seeing a gynecologist. I have some serious issues.
I haven't washed my hair in forever. My scalp is gross and dry and itchy. I'll wash it in the morning, I swear!
Music provides such a release for me. I really need to learn to play an instrument, although I suppose I really don't have time for it. The song I can't stop listening to now is Rotten Rudd by Bibio. It's AMAZING.
I feel so much better. I didn't write down everything I was thinking about, but this is more than enough for now.
A bientot!