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Alright everybody I have some more news. Well after ending my relationship with ray I decided to go stay the night with kathy and kayla, well we sat up most of the night talking and stuff about our relationships and the next morning guess who calls...Ray!! yeah...he was in wytheville, and he calls to ask me if i want to move there with him. i was like well what about the baby...and the things that your mom has told me when it comes to you and her getting back together. He said well its not true...he said that a relationship between the 2 of them would never work...I dont know why this is just what he's telling me. Well I said the only way I'll come to wytheville is if you tell your mom i'm going to be there...he calls me back and says ok I told her I missed you and wanted you with me and its not a problem. So yeah I pack my stuff and he drives 2 hours to get me and we drive 2 hours back to wytheville and everything was great...we talked and laughed and it gave me chills because I really do love him alot. He showed me pictures of the little girl and well she is his...looks like him... and she's a doll. I still had concerns about what he had been telling her mother, and what he had been telling his own mother. Then this morning we wake up to someone knocking on the door, it was the lady at the front desk, ray had unhooked the phone in the room, I dont know if he didnt want us to be bothered or what. Well turns out he didnt tell his mom I was going to be there, but he did tell her he missed me and wanted to be with me. So he did half of it. lol. Ummm...I basically told him ya know until everything smoothes over just take me back to moms, we'll talk, we'll be together and just make plans on what to do because this is really hard to deal with. I love his mom and she's done everything to help us out and Ray doesnt see that. I wont do anything to put my relationship with her on bad terms. So finally he did bring me back to moms and he's called twice and he was upset because I wasnt there with him, he's afraid i'll move on...well thats hard to do when you love someone this much. I do wanna be with him. Anyways, I called his mom and explained to her everything and well she is upset at ray, not because I was there with him, but because he didnt call to let her know and she was worried about everything. Any mother would be. I got in contact with rays ex girlfriend, the childs mother, I emailed her and let her know what was going on, just in case she didnt know about me. She responded and was very nice about everything, no she didnt know about me, but she's not looking to be in a relationship with ray, she just needs help with their child because I mean, bless her heart she's doing it all. i feel bad because it was made to look like she was coming to steal him away and it wasnt like that at all. She was very mature and understanding and I'm going to kick ray's ass for not helping after all this damn time. But I gotta go. =)