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yea, it's been a couple of days since i last put anything on here. i dunno, i just haven't really been in the mood...that and i haven't had much of anything to say these past few days that could be of any importance. my weekend was pretty good though, so i guess that gives me something to talk about, and maybe stuff can start coming to me from that. :P
Friday was alright...slept, had a major lazy day..literally did a big flaming pile of nothing the whole time. besides shower, and all the essentials. then, later on, i ended up driving over to Kenny's, chilled with him there for a little while. he and i had pretty much made plans with him to chill with him and Christine that night..so they showed up a bit later. Graham was so funny, sitting there with his bag of beef jerky the whole time. ;) i really wish that Christine wasn't so shy so that she could open up more...it always seems like she's bored or irritated with something, but she's not. i don't know, but like i said a long time ago, Graham's already explained that to me, and i really can't blame her. i'd probably be the same way after the shit she got all through high school...maybe since earlier than that.
anyways, then we ended up seeing Dawn of the Dead. i swear, one of these days, i'm gonna pick the movie, and it's not going to be one like that. the good thing coming from watching movies like that with them so much is that i'm more immune to them, if you will. i was a little freaked out for the first few minutes, but when it was over, i kind of realized...i'm not nearly as bad as i used to be with those. i still wouldn't watch them all the time by choice, but i guess it's good to know, just in case Kenny or Graham are the ones to pick the damn movie again.
hung out with my other half (Katey) on Saturday night. we went to the Natick mall, i drove..it was scary. don't ever drive on route 9 for the first time on a Friday night. then, since we have no lives, we went to the mall closer to where we are...got a new keychain type thing. Katey bought it for me so i could have it and she could have my Marine one...cuz i don't need it, she's the one with the Marine boyfriend. so yea. and it was funny...'cause the place where Katey bought it from is the store that Miss Tina (yes, Kenny's bitch of an ex) is the assistant manager of. she saw me and, according to Katey, gave me a look like i should die and go to hell a million times over. it's really funny, honestly. as conceited as this is going to sound, i don't give a shit that she hates me, since it's for such a dumb reason...i'm with Kenny. she's hated it ever since the first time we went out, which started 2 years ago; she hasn't been my biggest fan ever since. and she's never spoken a word to me in her life...really, i love people like that. it's okay, be jealous. :) i'm doing him and she's not. *ahem*excuse the bluntness. but that's seriously all it is, it's stupid bullshit. grow the fuck up.
and now, blah. i get sort of a break from my mom this week. that sounded mean but i think anyone can relate to how great that can be. she's going out tonight, having friends over tomorrow night (which just means she won't be bugging me), going out Weds. night (as am i, dinner with Daddy), having my grandfather over Thurs. night (again, less bugging me), we're both out on Friday night and probably Saturday night too. it's gonna be nice. i'll also be with Kenny during the day on Weds...i'll see what time he wants me going there later on. i figure i might as well have Erica get me in the morning, since it's a school day, hang out with her for a while..have her bring me home when we know my mom's at work, so i can get my car..then drive over to Kenny's. then let him know i'm there and maybe just go back to sleep with him or something. mmmmmmm sleep...it'd be a nice change, i think.
can i also take the opportunity to say that i'm really happy right now? not just momentarily, but i've just been happy...well, happy-er than i have been...for the past couple of months. i just think about everything, Kenny, my friends, my job, the fact that spring and summer are finally coming up soon. actually Spring's begun, but not officially since it's less than 30 fucking degrees out. anyways. plus, there are many added bonuses here and there that aren't worth mentioning but they make things better by existing. it's great. hopefully it lasts a little longer this time. 'cause i find myself saying that once or twice a year and having that streak be over within a month or so. maximum. but right now...HAPPINESS for Nikki. :)
and SCOTT I MISS YOU!..although...you can't read this right now. fucker. he's very far away now, no more e-mails for me and Katey for a long time. :'( dammit. he'll be okay though...right? yea, he'll be okay. and soon enough, he'll be hassling me and Katey about getting in a threesome with him just like he always does, heh.
this was really long i'm sorry i'll shut up now bye.