School starts tomorrow!
omg school starts tomorrow!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!! im kinda not ready to go back becuz i really dont kno what its gunna be like... i juss hope its better than last year! im really scared to see mike :/ i dont kno how im gunna react and stuff.. but on a good note.. i kno atleast a couple people in my classes soo thats a good thing! Yesterday andrew came and saw me and like his mom called and was like is andrew there.. and i didnt want to lie so i told her he was and like i think he is mad at me..but he juss doesnt want to tell me. i duno.. like he says he isnt mad at me but he makes lil jokes about how i ratted him out and shit.. so when kristen was talkin to them i juss decided not too.. so he called me on my cell phone and was like im juss kidding nik... so i was like okay.. lol i really hope this works out... im juss scared to get hurt! i mean like i have been down this love road quite a few times and each time i was the one to get hurt, so i really dont kno what to think about me n him.. im juss scared and im keepin myself away a little.. i mean i cant get hurt if i keep myself away a lil bit... rite??:/ i want this to work out.. i really do... im juss scared it wont...:( ohh god... well anyways.. yesterday my dad spoiled me rotten and to tell u the truth i liked it alot! he took me out for breakfast, then he took me school shoppin and bought me 3 pairs of pants, 4 shirts, shoes, and 3 thongs!( that was funny thing to watch him not try and pay attention to what i was doin! lol) after that he brought me to get my hair cut, and then we went out for lunch. i really missed spending time wit him.. i mean i havent seen him since i came back from ga and that is a long time witout seeing my dad..today is my nanas bday.. happy bday nana! i miss u alot! well i think i wrote enough today.. i kno i have to help my mom wit the trailer so we can go campin this weekend!! HoLLa!!! lol and i have to start gettin ready for school tomorrow:/ soo ill tell how everything went when i get home tomorrow!! love ya!!