sigh...
lemme tell u.. alot as happend this whole week and weekend.. i cant even say...
Mike broke up wit me on thrusday.. he told me that he wouldnt have time for me and that we always fight.. okay then.. i was really hurt that he would do something like this.. i thought that he really cared about me and that he really truely loved me, well i guess i was wrong...i really cant explain how much he has hurt me but i guess he really doesnt care.. i really dont understand it .. i dont understand why he acts like he doesnt care when he told me that he did... i juss dont get it...
Shannon came over on friday..she kept the whole thing off my mind! she was really there for me this weekend and to tell u the truth i think wouldnt have survived without her here.. On saturday i had soo much anger in me that i flipped out on everyone in my house.. i felt soo bad but i didnt kno how to control it.. so then me and shannon smashed the thing i made mike ( he didnt take it home so i supposed he didnt want it:/)and then my mom let me go to the beach wit kelly and her family that was fun! and then i slept over there.. i couldnt stop dreamin about him.. its like he is everywhere.. i juss dont kno what to do.. hopefully ill get over him soon....real soon...
i was talkin to an old friend on friday.. he made me laugh and to tell u the truth i really need that.. thanks hun for makin me smile! u kno who u are!!!!! well im gunna go do stuff around the house... soo bye
oh yea before i forget.. i have cheerleadin tryouts this week.. *sigh* wish me luck!
Mike broke up wit me on thrusday.. he told me that he wouldnt have time for me and that we always fight.. okay then.. i was really hurt that he would do something like this.. i thought that he really cared about me and that he really truely loved me, well i guess i was wrong...i really cant explain how much he has hurt me but i guess he really doesnt care.. i really dont understand it .. i dont understand why he acts like he doesnt care when he told me that he did... i juss dont get it...
Shannon came over on friday..she kept the whole thing off my mind! she was really there for me this weekend and to tell u the truth i think wouldnt have survived without her here.. On saturday i had soo much anger in me that i flipped out on everyone in my house.. i felt soo bad but i didnt kno how to control it.. so then me and shannon smashed the thing i made mike ( he didnt take it home so i supposed he didnt want it:/)and then my mom let me go to the beach wit kelly and her family that was fun! and then i slept over there.. i couldnt stop dreamin about him.. its like he is everywhere.. i juss dont kno what to do.. hopefully ill get over him soon....real soon...
i was talkin to an old friend on friday.. he made me laugh and to tell u the truth i really need that.. thanks hun for makin me smile! u kno who u are!!!!! well im gunna go do stuff around the house... soo bye
oh yea before i forget.. i have cheerleadin tryouts this week.. *sigh* wish me luck!